ONE HUNDRED AND FOURTY FOUR

Trapped. That is the only word going through my mind at the moment. How could they all not tell me about this considering the rocky relationship that Darce and l have. We have been on a couple of dates that drew up apart more than they helped us grow closer

Maybe l am the problem, but l know that l am not. It is not my fault that l know what l want in life and l don't expect anything but the best. However that has made me lose more than it has helped me win in life. I now understand why people always say that 'it is lonely kwa know your worth'. 

When you know your worth and you do not accept anything but the best from people they tend to move away from you because they do not want to put in the work or treat you with the respect you deserve. I would have two people in my corner knowing that l am appreciated and my value is seen