Chapter Two

"4 years ago I killed a man, and before you ask no.. it wasn't on purpose. I was raped, he stole the only pure thing I had, and I kept thinking what the hell. Why me, why me? I am ugly as crap. There wasn't anything really gotten out of it but my humiliation.. but it happens. Anywho I killed him felt guilty so I ran to my father and told him everything that happens. Needless to say, is that he didn't truly understand. He began calling me awful names while I was in the same room as him. Called me things that I wouldn't like to remember. Then when I realized that my father wasn't going to help me... There was nothing else for me to do. So I ran to the next huge father figure in my life. I told my Uncle, his reaction was totally different. He actually cared. His anger was almost matched as mine was. I felt even more unwelcome in my own home town, and in my own life so I fled. Being a wolf automatically gives you this insane fast metabolism.  Lost nearly all my body fat... But that wasn't enough. I wanted to be able to protect myself. So I started running and boxing with my uncle. I finished all my studies early and graduated a year back. I met this model agency and they made me a star. I began to be envied." I said while Damon begins to pin me on the ground. I give him my most flattering smirk and smile. I get out of his hold and then begin talking again. 

"I was at a photoshoot in Louisiana because I wanted to be a Victoria secret angel. Became a Victoria secret model and met a man named Niklaus. He was my boyfriend for about 2 years we moved to England then Australia hence my amazing accent. Guess I caught on. He told me about vampires compulsion everything else." I said while fighting Damon playfully. then with my legs, I quickly get him in a headlock with my thighs.

"I soon found out I was in love it was one of the most extraordinary things that has ever happened to me, and didn't want it to end but alias stupid idiot man messed it up. He told his brother that he only wanted me for my body and that he been cheating so I played like I didn't know anything but inside I was dying. I loved this man with all my being I killed for him. He made me turn crazy. And one day his brother was trying to cover his error so he tried to compel me to walk away but being a wolf I can resist compulsion and use it as a mirror but not all wolves can do that. If he said go away all I need to do was stare at him and he would go away. I also found out that I can compel any creature in the universe even if they are on vervain. Anyway like I was saying before I rambled I blocked his compulsion and he walked away as I went into my boyfriend's room. And I found him with my best friend. Having special hugs." I stopped fighting while my eyes started watering so to pretend it's not affecting me I started doing push-ups even though I was dying inside. Soon after I continued.

"I was so heartless at that time to say I was worse than Katherine but I didn't care. It changed very quickly when I remembered every moment that I was kind, caring, noble, honest. Stuff like that. So I changed I made a promise to myself. I will continue just the way I am and trust non-easily. I moved back to Florida and met a man who was highly attractive. He was like a Greek god attractive. I met three of his friends' dean Sam and Castile they treated me like I was a sister but chuck he was different he had that compassion only God himself could have then I asked him how it's possible so he put a spell on me so I can be able to see angels demons, gods and goddesses, in their true form. He said that his name was God he is the real God. God above all gods. King above all kings. One thing led to another and I hated him with a passion and started dating Lucifer, then Crowley, God named chuck pronounced his love for me and I got dumped twice for his sorry arse. I thought I fell in love but I knew it wasn't true... Nik was my mate. One of many and I couldn't get that feeling with anyone other than my mate. I trusted him more than myself. He looked at me like Stefan looks at Elena. Lust, compassion, love. I just didn't truly share the exact same feelings as him. The only reason why I stayed is that he was helping my wound get better. That is when I started to let my guard down. After I saw heaven of course. I met his angels and son. I went to hell to saw the demons. I was their queen. He made me the queen. Every wish I had, I got it. I am their queen heavens queen too. Shoot I am Mother Nature for crying out loud. It is hard to explain because I truly don't know the full extent of it yet, but I have had my heart captured stomped on and shredded in 3 years." After I was done about 500 push-ups I stopped and sat on the ground for 2 minutes then looked at Elena.

"I was strung along like a little puppy on a loose string ready to let go but the owner wouldn't let me. Katrina did that to the Salvatore brothers and many more. And I know I hate the feeling. Speaking from experience I want to get away but I was such a lovesick puppy to realize that it was a trap. Yesterday about this time I woke up from sleeping on the couch dean my best friend. An amazing man woke me up and I told him I would say bye to chuck and he said ok. Before I could get to chuck's room Castile was trying to distract me. I finally got him to move then I walked in on- ....-my loving boyfriend had someone else on his penis. So I died literally inside. I don't and the only reason why it hurts so bad is that my Niklaus did the exact same thing.  And now I know never to bring that guard down again." I gave them a sad smile. But quickly got up and started running around the falls.

I heard them follow me so I stopped. Then they stopped. I smiled a little bit wanting to be in a playful mood.  "Let's race ok me versus Damon and team stelena." They all looked at me funny. So I rolled my eyes while everyone else was trying to get ready.

"Ready, on your mark, get set, go" Elena yelled, and me Damon and her on Stefan's back dashed. I tried to tell them that I am faster than a 4000 old vampire and stronger too so there was no point. They eventually understood.

We started walking back and I realized that I have no place to stay because I was definitely not sleeping in that hell hole. "Hey umm... I know that you just met us and all but you think that you would want to sleep in our house? Dam dam asked nervously.

"Yes, Damon I would love to thank you." As always right on cue my phone rings and I see that it is chuck so I decline it. But then dean calls me. Then my promise to them pops into my head.

'Where ever you boys are just call me and I will get there in the fastest way possible. I don't care what it is call me and I will always be there. Because we are a family.'

(D-dean).             (L-Luna)

L-Hello wonderful lovely dean. What do I owe the pleasure?

D-Luna we need your help Sam has been sucked into a portal of sorts and we don't know which one and your better at all of this than anyone I know so please come.

L-Fine I will be there in 20 min. But I get to drive your car when I get there oh and I am bringing a friend don't kill him. I will kill you. Bye, dean.

End of convo

"Ok well, I am going to be gone for a week who wants to come with me?" I ask then Stefan slowly puts his hand up. I smile loving the idea of him being with me for a whole week. 

"I will come nothing else to do anyways. How long are we leaving?" He asks trying to read Elena's expression I could see she is jealous but I could care less. After all, he was my mate. 

"Week. Two at most... be warned, my 3 friends don't like vampires they think all of them are evil and that is only old Latin vamps. Dam dam calls me if anything happens. Katrina is here so make up a code word or something. If something bad happens call me right away. Bye Elena, we will see you soon." I got to hug her but whisper in her ear. Something I horribly didn't want to say but that would've been selfish. 

"Stop worrying I am not trying to steal your man (Yes I am) he loves you." I giggle as she blushes.

She then whispers back "but your so beautiful you can get a guy in a second flat." I look at her with best friend's love. (also pity)

"Darling look at him" I make Elena look at him in the eyes. "A man's eyes is a pathway to the soul. He loves you far greater than the earth it's self you are a beautiful strong woman any man would be happy to have you as his. Especially Stefan. Now I know there is a pit right now but that's love let it work it's a way through. If it's true love it will find its way." I kissed her on the cheek even though I knew it wasn't true love. He wasn't meant to be with her. 

I quickly shook my thoughts out of my head and then waited for Stefan to say goodbye after he did I told him to get on my back. He got on and I went to my car and I got cute black leather crop top tight leggings that make my Kim k body pop. I put my leather jacket on and a smokey eye and makeup on. Cat eyeliner etc. Then I told Stefan to get on my back he did know I was faster than him so I ran from Virginia to Florida 5 min tops.

We finally made it to the safe house. But before we enter I tell Stefan "Stefan you need to stay next to me at all times and when I say eyes closed close them without asking. Ok," he has a confused look on his face but says ok. "Oh, last thing. If they attack you don't attack them. Promise?"

"Promise" I nod then say come in Stefan while I open the safe house door. Well, this will be fun!