To Be Loved

Everything goes as planned. The night i returned to my room, it was finally there... the serpent's letter. I couldn't help but smile and think that i can finally end it all.

That man will die tonight.

"Olivia! Everyone! Let's get to sleep now!" Amber said to everyone inside this room.

"Okay, goodnight." I replied, she then closed the lights and returned to her bed. I didn't slept at all and waited for the right time to sneek out of the room.

I snucked some knife in my dress since using a gun here would cause me trouble. Before i get inside that bastard's room, i took some wine and mixed some sleeping pills so i could immobilize that fucking guy.

As i got inside his room, he was waiting beside his bed smoking. And when he noticed me, he smiled and welcome me. "Olivia..." this guy is hopeless.

"Good evening, master."

"Please, just call me Victor." Thank god, i was sick and tired of calling you master anyway.

"...V-Victor, so why did you ask me to come here?" I asked and offered him the wine. And it was great that he just accepted it.

My plan's are going so smoothly as usual.

Perfect.

He took a sip of the wine and answered. "I've been thinking... i think i'll stop all of this, and choose you."

...

I would laugh at his face once i kill him.

"Would you sit beside me, Olivia?" I did what i was told, and as i sat near him, he hugged me tight. "If i chose you, can you never leave my side? Would you stay and promise me that?"

I held his hands that were touching my shoulder. "Victor, i... i think this isn't right. Your wife... don't you think it's unfair?"

"But she's dead. I need someone who can do the same things as her."

"But i'm not... her." He didn't say a word. We stayed silent for a few minutes. "If you can't replace her, then won't just accept my offer and be my wife?" This man doesn't know love at all.

All he wanted was to feel satisfaction and to complete what was gone from his life.

"If i'd accept, can you tell me why?"

"Tell you what?"

"How... Olivia died."

"...Victor..." i stood there looking at my wife who learned everything. All that was written in my journal was all my life.

Now this changes everything.

She will never look at me the same way anymore.

"I told you not to touch that." I told her.

She looked so terrified just by seeing me. She even probably thought i'm some kind of monster here. "You killed your sister... you... you even had a child with her!" And there in her voice, i can hear her hatred and disgust.

I never wanted it to be like this.

I never wanted her to learn about my past.

"I know." That was all i could reply to her. I took my gun tucked in my slocks and pointed it at her, "This would never happen if you haven't done that... you..."

"You're a monster!"

"And i loved you... goodbye Olivia..."

Victor kept crying as he told me his story, and i was shocked by what he told me. It was unbelievable, and at the same time, horrifying. This man killed his wife without hesitation.

This man lied to the public and stated that his wife died of suicide.

And most of all, he fucked his sister and had a child with her. It made me wonder if her sister was still alive... "Why did you kill her, Victor?"

"I know Olivia was a righteous person, her father was a ranked police officer and... i'm afraid that she'll unravel the truth about me."

"Right..."

"Do you hate me for that, Olivia?"

"To be honest, i don't... but it really makes me ask that how did you bear a child with your own sister?" The fact that it's true bothers me.

"Galathea... we were young and foolish. And we always knew that the current Heignz siblings all has different mothers, so we were all half siblings. Except for Galathea. Her mother got pregnant with another man after she got married to our father."

So they weren't related by blood at all.

"Father accepted the child, but brought death to Galathea's mother as punishment. As we both grew in the same household, i never once saw her as my sister... so, i fell inlove with her as grew into a beauty." That was the most disturbing thing that can happen in a family, even if that person was adopted, isn't love between sibling forbid to happen?

"But as soon as i realized that everything was wrong, that she seduced me... i was ready for any punishment my father will bring down on me. I actually loved her and even planned to runaway with her, but one day, she just left me alone and had gone away with another man. I searched for her for years, and when we finally found her... i killed her."

"Why not let her be? She was actually living quietly, right?"

"I can't let that happen... i can't let some disgrace of our family scatter in some other place! So i killed her, and that bastard man she ranaway with!" He began to become angry for some reason.

"And her son! That damn boy... he survived after all these years." He survived?

"Y-You killed her son as well? But isn't he your son?"

"Yeah, he's a mistake. He should never have existed in the first place! He even decided to avenge his parents, so he killed all those who take part in capturing Galathea and her husband. Though he never succeeded to kill me and Jeremiah..." as he was saying all those, i was about to reach my limit.

Galathea's son... and this devil's son...

He... he died because of his own father!

A heartless devil!

Tears ran down to my cheeks. "Why did you kill him?" I asked. Then Victor who was crying began to linger in confusion. "O-Olivia... why are you crying?"

"Why did you kill your own son?"

"Do you resent me for that? A father killing his own child?"

"No, i don't but... why did you take everything away from me?"

From the start, all i wanted was to be loved by Hudson---no... all i ever wanted was to love and be with Jean William Flinn. But this man took that away from me.

"Victor, you're as good as dead now."