This morning was awkward as hell. Yovanna and the guys were here and I wanted nothing more than to get up and walk the hell out. "So Yovanna, I have a question for you. Didn't you say you were done with my homie Justin here?" Khalil asked her as he pointed at Justin and before she could speak he spoke up once more "Oh yeah, my mistake you can't be done with him yet, can you? Still got a few more weeks before your summer calendar come out."
My eyes widened but not as much as Yovanna's did "how dare you? I love Justin!" she exclaimed and looked over at Justin "you're just gonna let him talk to me like that?" she asked him but he didn't seem to be paying much attention "Justin!" she yelled.
I snickered to myself and watched Justin look at Khalil "come on dude that's not funny" was all he said before he spaced out once more "unbelievable, your friends attack me and you don't say shit, but let little miss 'I'm obsessed with you' get attacked on Twitter and you go all ballistic" she rolled her eyes as she got up and walked out of the living room. I rolled my eyes as she left "dramatic bitch."
"Thank god, we can finally breathe" Khalil broke the silence making the rest of us laugh "why do you stay with her knowing damn well you don't like her anymore and we can't stand her?" Ryan finally spoke what was in all of our minds. Justin couldn't seem to answer the question for a few minutes but eventually answered "because Ryan the one I want..." he kept his eyes on me as he spoke "the one I want doesn't seem to want me back, the one I want is always close to this one guy and seems to like him so to keep her happy I stay quiet even though it's killing me seeing her with him." he finally looked away from me and looked at Ryan.
Ryan had this little smirk on his face that only appeared when he knew something the rest of us didn't. I looked around us and noticed the rest of the guys staring at me. "Why are you guys looking at me?" I asked, there's no way he's talking about me, there's no way.
I noticed all of them rolled their eyes at me and went back to their video game. I looked at Justin who was looking at me in return making me look away almost immediately.
After a while I got tired of watching the boys play their stupid ass Fortnite game and made my way to Justin's recording room. This room brought peace, it gave me time to think and do what I did best besides modeling; write my songs even if I didn't record or release them.
"The world can be a nasty place
You know it, I know it, yeah
We don't have to fall from grace
Put down the weapons you fight with
And kill 'em with kindness
Kill 'em with kindness
Kill 'em, kill 'em, kill 'em with kindness
Kill 'em with kindness
Kill 'em with kindness
Go ahead, go ahead, go ahead now"
I smiled as the words just came out naturally "that sounds really good" I heard from behind me making me turn around instantly.
"Justin" I was able to make out as I looked at him
"What? It's really good, you planning on recording that or just keep it in your notebook like every other song you've written?" He asked, he was always someone who was interested in my music and what I had to say, but it seemed that I lacked the faith that he had in me and my songs.
"I - I don't know. Its still a work in progress." I responded before closing my notebook "and no you can't read it" he chuckled as those words came out my mouth
"You know I don't read your stuff until you've actually finished writing them, but seriously don't keep that song locked up in your notebook, do something with it. Make that your first ever single. When you're finished we can actually record it here, if you want of course" I just nodded smiling at him but that smile soon disappeared because Yovanna walked in
"Aww I knew she was obsessed with you. Are we gonna go or are you going to cancel once again?" Justin rolled his eyes but she couldn't see that as his back was still towards her.
"We will leave soon Yovanna and cut the crap, she's dating Khalil" he spat at her making me look at him in confusion. Did he seriously think that I was dating Khalil or did he just say that to shut her up? He can't seriously think that I'm dating Khalil, that's ridiculous.
As soon as she walked away I decided to clear the air "just so we're clear I'm not dating Khalil." I looked up at him "you're not?" he quickly asked but continued to speak before I could answer "but you're always on his lap, you're always with him and last night you were gonna leave with him" I couldn't help but laugh "he's one of my best friends Justin, you of all people should know that. I used to sit on your lap all the time before you got with that snake you call a girlfriend." He cleared his throat as I said that. "anyways if you paid attention you'd see that he has someone he's talking to and that someone isn't me." As I spoke Justin got closer and closer to me. The more I denied I was with Khalil the closer he got until he couldn't get any closer "so you're not dating anyone?" he asked caressing my cheek as I shook my head. I noticed him leaning in what the hell is he doing? I asked myself. Before I could say anything someone cleared their throat making us snap our glance towards them. I sighed as I saw that it was Ryan. "You two are so lucky that I came instead of Yovanna." he warned but couldn't hide the smile that was forming on his face.
Justin sighed and looked at me "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have gotten so close." he murmured "seriously don't keep that song in your notebook." he smiled before he walked out of the recording room, out of sight.
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It was now midnight, the guys and I were in the living room of Justin's house watching some scary movie as we waited for Justin to get back. I went to get popcorn as the front door slammed open making me jump and drop the bowl that I had in my hands. I looked over at the front door as Justin and Yovanna walked in arguing and yelling at each other "you can't stop being a bitch for one minute can you?!" He yelled, I don't think he noticed the guys and I were here. "And you can't stop being a manwhore!" Yovanna retorted. We were all confused and just watched as the scene in front of us unfolded "I didn't even do anything! She asked for an autograph and a picture!" He yelled throwing his hands up in the air frustrated with her arguing. She pushed him as she started yelling again "yeah, okay and I'm stupid! I'm not surprised if you got her number! You know her and Selena should be best friends they're both sluts after my man." we saw him turn around and raise his hand and that's when the boys decided to intervene "okay, that's enough fighting" Khalil spoke.
Justin's P.O.V
I've never raised a hand or put a hand on a woman but she was testing my patience. This is bullshit.
"Okay, that's enough fighting" Khalil spoke and whispered to me "dude, you were about to hit her" I sighed and shrugged
"You should've let him hit me, that would've been a great story to tell" Yovanna retorted
"Okay, you need to get out of Justin's house. You're no good for him, you never were and I never understood why he kept coming back to your toxic ass but enough is enough. He's never in the twelve years that I've known him he's never raised a hand towards a woman and he just did because of you. You're a toxic bitch victimizing yourself and it's quite annoying. Maybe if you stopped being such a psycho bitch and an insecure little girl maybe just maybe your own boyfriend would want to spend more time with you. Get out! If you have anything to say to him you can say it tomorrow. Goodnight." Selena spoke up and it was then that I realized she was here watching everything. It was then that I realized that no girl would have my back like Selena does. I looked over at Yovanna who was unable to speak trying to figure out what to say to Selena. "Just go home Yovanna, we'll talk tomorrow."
"Justin I-" she began and I shook my head "I'm done for tonight." I couldn't tell what she was feeling but she stormed out of the house and muttered something neither of us understood, I looked over at Selena and looked at the guys "thanks" was all I could say before I went upstairs and hopped in the shower. I kept my boxers on hoping that Selena would come up here. As I was about to take them off thinking she wasn't going to come in here at all, she walked in "Justin?" She asked making me peak my head to see her. She took off her shorts but kept her T-shirt on and stepped into the shower with me "are you okay?" She asked before I pulled her in for a hug "what is she doing to me?" I whispered. This whole arguing shit wasn't me.
Selena's P.O.V
"What is she doing to me?" Justin whispered I knew this whole thing was gonna have him question himself for a while. He almost did what he said he would never do and all because she kept pushing his buttons, don't get me wrong I don't think hitting your partner is ever okay but she deserves it. "She's a leech, she's always been a leech and the faster you realize that the happier you'll be." He held me close to his body as the warm water fell on both of us.
As we both stayed here in the shower letting the water hit us we just talked about everything, why he kept going back to her and why he let her do the things she did. Justin has never been the one to call a female out their name. We all knew Yovanna wasn't good for him but no one said anything because as they would put it 'it wasn't their business' which was true but he was our best friend. After a while I got out of the shower so he could properly shower and once I stepped out he tossed his boxers out of the shower while I took my shirt off before I wrapped a towel around my body. I walked out of his bathroom and his room and over to the one I always stayed in for some fresh clothes.
The Next Day
Justin's P.O.V
I woke up this morning to a few texts from Yovanna, I didn't feel like replying so I just brushed my teeth and made my way downstairs to see who had spent the night. I walked into the kitchen because that's where all the noise and music was coming from. Once I stepped into the kitchen I saw Selena in one of my t-shirts dancing around as she cooked while the boys just stood back and watched her, which I didn't think she noticed. I walked over to them and smacked every single one over the head as I passed them "don't be disrespectful" I muttered and sat beside them. My eyes couldn't help but wonder over to her body, what I wouldn't do to her. I was too busy staring at Selena that I didn't realize Yovanna had walked in "Hey baby." She smiled at me but that smile faded when she saw what I was looking. "So you're still going to tell me that there's nothing going on with you and Selena. We argue for a night and you're already cheating." She snapped. I rolled my eyes "I didn't cheat on you Yovanna. It's too early for this shit babe."
She looked at Selena then back at me. "She's wearing your shirt!" she exclaimed "That doesn't mean that I slept with her." I sighed and got up pulling Yovanna out of the kitchen.
Selena's P.O.V
I shook my head as Justin left the kitchen with his toxic girlfriend, she was so annoying. I finished cooking and the boys got up to make their plates. Once we all had our plates we went to the living room to eat and watch some t.v. I was about to sit in the empty spot next to Khalil but he pulled me on to his lap.
After everyone finished eating Yovanna and Justin came downstairs. "Ooo what's for breakfast?" Yovanna asked. "You're gonna have to go make yourself some food because there's no maid here and I didn't cook to feed you." I spoke as I looked at her then looked at Justin "your food however is in the microwave." Khalil laughed silently by my side but no one said anything. Yovanna looked at me with hate in her eyes "you need to get out of Justin's house. You've over stayed your welcome."
I looked at her and couldn't help but laugh at her attempt to kick me out. "You're hilarious, you know that?" was all I said to her before I turned to talk to Khalil. "I didn't stutter and I wasn't being funny. Get out of my boyfriend's house you slut." I looked at her then looked at Justin. "Yovanna quit it, she's not going to leave and you two need to get along." was all he said making me get up and walk towards Yovanna. "You must be confusing me with yourself. I don't go around sleeping with one of my boyfriend's best friends but you do. Don't you ever think you can disrespect me like that ever again. FYI if I wanted to fuck your man don't you think I would've done it by now? I could've done it last night but I chose not to." I spoke before I walked away from her.
Justin's P.O.V
I looked at Selena as she walked towards Yovanna. I let her say what she needed to say and she caught me off-guard when she said she would've slept with me if she wanted to. I listened and when she stopped I looked at Yovanna. "You seriously need to calm down, not everybody wants to sleep with me. Selena is my best friend and I need you two to try to get along."
Selena shook her head "I would never get along with this slutty snake." She spat and went upstairs. I looked towards the stairs but Yovanna spoke up. "Aww, she got sad and now the hero Justin is gonna go save her and make her feel better." I rolled my eyes at her "Keep this up and you won't have a boyfriend to argue with." was all I said to her before I ran upstairs to see Selena. I walked into her room and stopped as soon as I saw her bare back. I quickly turned around "I'm sorry, I didn't know you were naked."
"That's fine, and I am not naked, I have shorts on and my back is facing you." She turned to look at me once she had put her shirt on which I noticed was not one of mine. "I know you're coming over here to try and get me to be friends with her and my answer is fuck no." I just sighed and looked at my best friend. "this sucks, I don't understand why y'all hate each other so much."
Selena's P.O.V
"This sucks, I don't understand why y'all hate each other so much." he said making me look at him like he was stupid. "Have you fucking met your girlfriend? She's a fucking psycho and she thinks its okay to disrespect me every chance she gets for no reason. I should be the last person you ask to be nice to her." was all I said to him making him nod in response..
Five Hours Later
I had decided to get out of Justin's house to give him and Yovanna some time because that girl was needy as fuck. "What are you thinking about?" my friend Cory asked snapping me out of whatever trance I was just in. "Nothing, what were you saying?" he looked at me like he wasn't going to let this go but decided against it, "I was asking if you were sure that you wanted to come here, this place looks full." he repeated and I nodded "yeah, we would've had to wait anywhere we went." I spoke. "Yeah I know but I was referring to fans not the wait time." he stated. "We'll be fine, Justin's not here so I won't get a whole crowd of people. I might get like three or four but its nowhere near how it is when I'm with Justin." I responded as I got out of the car. I looked at Cory and laughed "Come on, they're not going to bite you." I continued to laugh but was interrupted by my phone ringing. I looked down at my phone to see that it was Justin calling me. I ignored the call and walked inside with Cory. As soon as we walked in a few people walked up to me. "Oh my god, it's Selena." one person spoke "Is Justin with you?" another one asked. "Can we get a picture with you?" they asked, I looked at Cory who stepped aside and nodded while he walked to the counter to get our game cards. I took a couple of pictures with the people who walked up to me and made my way back to Cory.
My phone would not stop ringing and it was annoying Cory because he knew exactly who it was. "Can you just answer the phone it's been ringing non-stop since we got here an hour ago." he sighed as I picked up my phone "Hello?" I answered "Where are you?" Justin asked. "I'm out with friends while you hang out with Yovanna." I responded. "Friends? Don't you mean one friend, the same friend who has been wanting to get in your pants since he's known you? Are you seriously on a date with him right now?" Justin asked a bit angry. "What does it matter we are just hanging out, he knows we're just friends and how do you know who I'm with anyways?" I asked him but didn't wait for an answer "You know what never mind, stop calling. I'll text you when I'm on my way home." was all I said before I hung up.
The whole time we were at Dave and Busters, Cory was a bit angry, if it wasn't Justin it was fans. It didn't bother me because I was always with Justin so no matter where we went there were Beliebers and Paparazzi everywhere but Cory wasn't used to it because he's never hung out with Justin and I barely hang out with him myself. This was all new to him.
"Are you okay?" I asked Cory on our way back to Justin's house. "No, not really, do you ever get time to yourself without Justin calling you all the time?" I sighed "Cory he's my best friend and he worries when I don't text him because we're always together, I don't get why you're so upset its not like I spent my time with you answering his calls." I responded, what was his problem? Its not like he's my boyfriend. "It's like he won't allow you to spend time with anyone that's not him or his posse" he spoke and I looked at him "That posse are also my friends, my best friends actually so excuse me if they worry and want to make sure I'm okay, that's what best friends do, they worry about each other." I retorted. This conversation was pointless and why did he feel the need to come after my friends for worrying?
As soon as we got to Justin's street I pulled out my phone and texted him "I'm pulling up to your house in two minutes" Once I sent the message I saw that he opened it but didn't reply. Once we came to the gate the guard let us through and Justin was waiting by the door. "See what I mean? He's even waiting for you at the door, trying to control how long you spend outside with me." Cory snapped. I looked over at him as I opened the door to his car. "Okay seriously this jealous act is not where it's at. I texted him and he was making sure the guard let us in. Goodnight." I rolled my eyes and got out making my way to where Justin stood, he immediately put his arms around me as he looked at Cory and waved as if telling him to get off of his property. "Come on, you got a party to get ready for." he whispered. "Wait what? Whose party?" I asked as we walked inside "Ours, the party starts in three hours." He sent me a smile and walked away. Who planned a party and didn't tell me?
It took me an hour and a half to decided what I was going to wear and actually get ready. People started arriving early so Khalil and Ryan took over hosting for Justin because he still wasn't ready. I walked out of my room and walked to Justin's door. I knocked and waited for his response and once I got it I walked in. He looked at me and sighed "Good it's you, I need help. Can't decide what shirt to wear." I laughed as I walked over to his closet completely ignoring the two shirts he was holding up. I grabbed one of his white V-necks and a black leather jacket and handed it to him. "Wear that and change your shoes, wear the white ones instead." He nodded and changed "That's better." I complemented "Is your girlfriend coming?" He shook his head "Nah she had to fly out to Miami earlier so you'll be able to have fun instead of arguing with her." he responded. Good, I thought to myself. Let's get this party started. I was about to walk out of his room when he stopped me. "Grab one of my white V-necks and change your top. And get the white vans." he spoke making me look at him "Okay." I mumbled and grabbed another V-neck. I turned around so my back was facing Justin and changed out of my shirt. I tucked the white V-neck into my shorts and put my leather jacket back on. I grabbed my shirt and looked at Justin. "I'm gonna go change my shoes and I'll meet you downstairs." I walked to my room and grabbed my vans. When I thought I looked presentable enough I walked out of my room and down the stairs, the boys were already half drunk already so this would make for a very fun night..