2 A.M

In the middle of the night

And at 2 am

I cry my eyes out yet again

I know you don't love me

I know you pretend

But I let my mind believe that you can

I know you tell me lies

I know your real intentions you hide

But I want to be loved so much

That I let it slide

Here I am yet again

Writing another heartbreaking poem

You would think that I'm writing about different relationships

But it's this one person my heart is stuck with

He cheat, he lies, he pretends

Uses me for money, for the company and, sex

Tells me I'm ugly, crazy and, sick

But I still draw to you like a magnetic field

I don't know how much tears I'll waste

I don't know how much more I could take

I need someone to remove me from this tape

Scrap my heart and find a new one

Throw my mind away so I won't make the same stupid mistakes

Here I am again

At 2 am talking to you on the phone

Text messages come through telling me

You gotta cut off the phone

5 minutes later my phone rings again

Telling me oh it was a friend

That same bitch called again

Having me ball my eyes out

When I'm alone

All I ever wanted was the truth

Someone I can trust

But it isn't you

Someone I can love and receive it back

It seems like I'll be waiting a long time for that

Here I am again

At 2 am

With the same old broken pieces