I couldn't see colours
I saw black and white
I was a runner
I was afraid to see the light
I was stuck in a cave
Where I couldn't see
The dark clouds lasted for days
I didn't know how to be me
Everything looked dull
Nothing felt alright
My stubbornness was hard like a skull
I refused to fight
I didn't know the meaning of living
I taught it only meant being alive
I had one goal
Which was becoming very old
I decided to explore
To find something more
I needed to find a new branch
I needed to change
I came out of that cave
I decided to be brave
Outside was a beauty
It was pure diamond and rubies
I found a flower that bloomed
One that smelled sweet as perfume
I saw trees
Lovely buzzing bumblebees
Most importantly I saw you
You brought something new
A different perspective on life
You taught me how to survive
But most importantly how to fight
I learned how to hang on
Not to run away when things go wrong
I saw a change within me
A part of me that learned how to let go and be free
I saw rainbows in the sky
That taught me it's okay to cry
Because after the rain
There goes the pain
After the tears are dried
You showed me that you'll always be by my side
And I am thankful
I remain humbly grateful
For having you in my life