I'm not allowed to love you
So I can't tell you how I really feel
How can you tell me you love me
When you don't want this love to be real
I told you I wasn't falling
Because the truth is I already fell
And now I have to pick up myself
Need to go back into my shell
How can you touch me the way you do
And expect my heart to be cold
Maybe your running from your true feelings
And getting hurt was getting too old
You say you don't want to hurt me
But refusing my love is hurting me just the same
And as I continue to lie to you
about how I truly feel
My heart will keep sinking into this hole
Never to heal