Gone

I haven't been myself lately

My heart left my body

Searching for its safety

Since it got hurt by everybody

So when my heart left

I had a clear chest

I didn't care

I was no longer scared

No more tears

I lacked empathy

And I got so lost in this fantasy

That I forgot who I was

So I'm asking you this

How long was I gone

How much emotional breakdowns

Would I have before I become a bomb

How long was I gone

I've been holding my head high but I'm tired of being strong

How long was I gone

And before you respond

Answer me this

Did you like the new me or the old me

Better

Did you compare my actions and come to the conclusion that I was a pretender

It's funny what people would say when you start to change

Always judging people talking about your acting strange

But

It's because of you

I realized my heart wasn't something you wanted to value

So I became different

So I'm asking you this

How long was I gone

How much emotional breakdowns

Did I have before I become a bomb

How long was I gone

I've been holding my head high but I'm tired of being strong

How long was I gone

When I was gone

Did you then appreciate the heart you once fed on

Did you realize the value of the heart you stepped on

I'm never coming back

I'm too tired of everyone's attack

My heart is tired of being everyone's race track

So say goodbye to me

I'm a new person, I'm finally free

I'm finally gone

I had too many breakdowns

That I became a bomb

I'm finally gone

I held my strength for too long

That now I'm no longer strong