Chapter 80 - Birthday Party

-(Daisy's Point of View)-

I immediately pushed Zen. My mind is so occupied with Jeremy that I feel so guilty if I ever do this again with Zen. I should have realized my position. Why should I be tempted again for something like this?

Zen looked at me with a painful look. I know he's mad, but I should be the one who's the angriest here. We had sex several times when we found out we were divorced. And here I know, I'm the one at fault for allowing it.

"Get out and don't come back," I told him.

Zen was silent. I immediately dragged him out and made sure no one saw us. I pushed him as far as I could get to the end of the stairs, then I returned to my room with a raging feeling.

My chest rumbled loudly. Because of Zen, I feel reluctant to continue my activities to make gifts for Jeremy. I don't think it's appropriate for me to put it together at this point when Zen and I are just barely getting along again.