Chapter 16: Love doesn’t exist in our generation

So shut the fuck up about heartbreak, that shit's depressing and I don't need that. Anyway, I knew I couldn't trust my older cousin's girlfriend, ever since my cousin pointed that out, I had been thinking about what he said, but chose to ignore it because they look like they'd last til marriage, but my cousin pointed out that she does some weird shit when his brother isn't around, she disrespects family, and think someone gotta feed her. Yesterday, they had a fallout that lead to him snapping, today, we heard him calling her name, we knew what's going down, so I came over to they house to talk to him. Me and my cousin came into his room, "Hello, (older cousin)," I said. "What's this I heard about you wanting her back?" He laid there on the bed, his murderer in college, I still can't understand how they can watch Hulu together over the phone. We tell him some very good points, "Bro, she disrespected your family and had you out here like a fool." We continue on "As the video goes, her gay best friend is probably piping her out." I pull out my phone and show him the Instagram post, that was one funny ass post. Eventually, we get a hold of his phone and play keep away and we get him up to go get food, the whole time, he thinks I have his phone when I really hid it at their house, but I didn't tell him. We went to my house to sit and chill and we told him " She's using you nigga, always like 'Where my food at', she didn't even say please." We let out a few laughs, "Bro, you can get any jawn you want, why are you tied down to this one girl, you know you can get another girl, look at yesterday." What happened yesterday is none of y'all business, if you know, you know, end of discussion. "If she really loves you, you have her crawl back to you and, when she does, demand she change her attitude." I stop chasing after love cause it don't exist where I'm from, there are rare occasions where you find someone loyal, but I gave up for now, I went dark and started looking for pleasure. Being all lovey dovey is how girls can take advantage of you, so it's like this, I treat you with the same respect you treat yourself, nothing more, nothing less, and if you gotta problem, I can treat you like shit and not give a fuck.