Fuck Shit

Hello hey what you doing? Nothing on vacation with my sister why what's up. I wanted to know something, what you want to know I probably have an answer. Do you in Tonya still mess around. No we don't we just baby mama and baby daddy that's it. Oh ok so if I want to do a threesome with both of you'll would you do it? I don't know about that she not even on that type of level no more so you can kill that there. If I say so she'll do it if I bring it to her attention.  Nigga you must want to be on first forty eight. I know I don't want to be on none of that. She not going to do nothing like that she not that bad. The conversation went on for about thirty six minutes. I was just like yeah yeah I know what Tonya on you don't. He thought I was going to tell her business nope wrong  person here. My sister bust out its time to get dress an get our day started. I ended the call an the recording of the conversation just in case somebody assume I did something.  

Sis you need to tell her what he saying in doing behind her back. She not gone listen to me or hear nothing I have to say when it comes to him.  You might be right there I know I am so I kept all of it in my phone in my sister phone. But after that phone call I had this feeling something not right. You know how you get that feeling that  something about to go down but you just don't know when. As we got our day started we went on a tour through the beach areas leaving pc. I get a phone call you need to come home you got a child to take care of. She not even home she with her father in she ok. I need somebody to help watch pops while I'm at work well that's none of my business. My child not there in I won't be either. I cried so much I fell into a deep depression. My sister bae turn around in ask me what's wrong all I could do is cry because I am tired. They wouldn't understand the stress in pain I'm going through.

All I could do is cry in cry my sis said I was coming back to her house with her. In we did just that went back to her house where I could be free from the stress. I went in my area of the house in cried my other sister Lisa was on her way to come get me. I went into the bathroom cleaned up in got ready for her to come get me. She finally showed up in my other sister left with her boo to her mama house. We in the car I'm chilling in the back all I hear is talk to me. I'm looking like what is I need to say. I went to talking she paused me in said tell me what's going on because its something you not letting out. I gave in in told her what I was really feeling. Yeah let it out baby let it out in I did. We pull up to her dad place in baby I was scared and nerves as ever. Come in young lady have a seat in my living room. I went in there I started shacking scared as ever. But they all came in we sat down in started talking. I told my story in they listen. I became relax after a while in went to letting it out. They gave me the healing I needed. I was a brand new person. I felt a weight lifted off my shoulders in I felt light.

The whole car ride back I was quite in thinking to myself its time to go in make my life better then what it is now. My sister Lisa got in my ass but that's what I needed. But some reason I felt this presents that wasn't right. I started drinking out of nowhere. I never drink like that I knew something wasn't right. But I got drunk In pulled a joke. It wasn't the greatest idea ever. What the fuck you mean about that status? It was a joke that me in cousin was pulling but she didn't think it was funny she was highly pissed off. I knew I fucked up I tired to apologize but she wasn't trying to hear it. I grabbed her in held her in told her I was sorry for playing a joke like that. She was to pissed off to even talk too me. So I left the house in went walking out the neighborhood to Publix. But went to the corner store in got a smoke. I didn't tell her I was gone until I almost got ran over. She texted me back get your ass back in this house now. I made it back to the house in laid down she came in an started talking to me.

I knew I was in trouble but never in a million years thought I could hurt somebody so bad like that. I love Nyla like she my own blood sister never in a million years thought she would turn into something I never seen before.