Zairi

I was just standing there in that red haze, not seeing anything , not hearing anything, not feeling anything.I continued staring vacantly.Nothing held meaning anymore.Ma's gone.Forever.She won't ever come back.

What is the need to take this next breath..?

It would be better if I could just vanish here and now.Then there will be no more pain.I'll be free.I kept on wishing to vanish away to a world where I could be together with the one person who held meaning to my life.

But when was I that fortunate? So, I kept myself in this void.The tears had stopped now.A blankness had taken over.My body was throbbing from pain.My heart and soul were brimming full with despair. I didn't want to quench the pain I felt.It reminded me of the heavy and great loss I had suffered.I have that at least.

PAIN.My companion. It won't be leaving anywhere.It won't break any promises.

Like MA did.