A magic place

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(My cell phone alarm rang and I wake up to turn it off. It was a long night, I had a strange dream, I think something happened between Danna and me ... now that I remember it well, Danna stayed to sleep at my house ...)

(I turn around with some fear to see what was moving in my bed and I was surprised to see that Danna was sleeping on my right ... so it was not a dream ...)

(I gulped and couldn't help but smile because what I thought was a dream actually happened ...)

(It feels so good to know that I slept next to a girl as beautiful as Danna, also, she and I have a kind of connection, weird, but at the same time so special. Seeing her sleep so peacefully makes me want to continue seeing her like that. ..)

Wake up sleepyhead ...- I whispered to Danna as she kissed her cheek.

- Good morning - Danna said with her eyes still closed, but with a smile from ear to ear.

(She looks so beautiful like this, I think we could stay like this all day, too bad we have to go to school)

- Annie... - she said with her eyes still closed.

Yes? - I asked with a smile, I was happy to be with her.

- What do you think if we don't go to school today and go somewhere else? - She asked me clinging to me with a warm hug.

Oh yeah? What have you thought of? - I asked, intrigued by her proposal.

- I don't know... - she sighed - let's go to the beach, to the rides, we have to enjoy the day - she answered as she pulled me to her body.

(She opened her eyes and stared at me. Our faces were opposite, and she pulled me to the point where our lips were facing each other and without warning, she kissed me. It was a tender kiss, which I reciprocated, because how could I deny myself those soft strawberry lips ... it feels so good to kiss her)

Okay ... let's go - I said surrendered to her charms.

- Cool! - she exclaimed happily - We have to get ready quickly - she said, getting up from the bed.

(We started to prepare everything we were going to need)

How much money should I bring? - asked.

- Don't worry, it's a date, I'll take care of it - she said.

A date? - I asked, surprised at her confession.

(I never had a date I thought)

- Yes, is that okay? - she asked with concern when she saw my face of surprise and fear I suppose.

Yes! - she exclaimed, while she threw her arms to hug her because it was one of the best news that could be given to me at that moment.

(She was surprised and hugs me too)

(Danna is that typical girl you see and she seems beautiful to you. She has something that captivates you, entangles you, although sometimes you are usually afraid of her but, the truth is that, it is the opposite; Danna is considerate, fearful, kind; she is perfectly imperfect ... Every time she and I talk, I feel that I disconnect from the world, I feel that not everyone can really know her, they do not know the truth behind that bad girl appearance, and the truth is that, I like to know that I am the only one who has that privilege)

(Danna and I get ready to go out)

- I know where we're going - Danna said enthusiastically.

Really? - I said surprised - and ... where are we going to go? - I asked curiously.

- Did you know that curiosity killed the cat? - Danna answered me, with a mischievous smile.

Okay ... I guess there's no way you're going to tell me - I had to say in a surrender tone but pouting.

- But, you can wear bathing suits under your clothes - she pointed out, giving me a little hint after I had pouted.

(We got into Danna's truck and headed to the place I didn't know about)

(I connected my cell phone to the sound system and played a random playlist. 'The Middle by Zedd, Maren Morris, Gray starts playing)

(We sang this song with passion, with feeling and at the top of our lungs. We were singing all the way)

(We arrived at a forest and we entered until we reached some bars that separated the forest, which is very strange, but hey ... He parked the car and we lowered the suitcases)

- Well ... this is the place I wanted to bring you to - Danna said enthusiastically.

(We are in a forest, what are we supposed to do here? Hell Danna, where have you brought me?)

Eh ... it's ... it's very nice - I said trying to pretend that I liked it and that it looked like a beautiful place

- It's not the forest where we'll be - she said laughing - you have to walk a bit to get there - she continued, laughing at me for being naive.

(She took me by the hand and we started walking. We had to walk through the trees until we reached another fence. She opened it and we passed)

- Come in, miss - Danna said with an inviting gesture and a beautiful smile.

(I entered)

- Can you see anything? - Danna asks, trying to know if I realize what she really wanted to show me.

(In the distance I see a cabin and a lake)

Yes ... is it a cabin? - I asked looking at her.

- Yes, she is mine. My parents gave it to me a few years ago - she commented - Come, let me show you - said Danna asking me to follow her.

(Danna is one of those girls who has a determined life, not like me, my parents have to constantly fight for a promotion in their jobs and be able to earn more than what is necessary to pay the bills and food, sometimes we can not afford luxuries we wanted, but we do what we can; although with dad's new job, things were improving. Even though Danna and her family have the money they have, I don't see her rubbing it off on others, I think who tries to offer what he has to his closest people and is humble)

(We arrived at the door of the cabin)

Wait ... I'll send my mom a text, I'll let her know I'll be arriving at night - I told Danna.

- Okay - she replied.

(Message sent)

(We entered the cabin. At that moment I could only think about how I was falling in love with Danna so quickly, how was it possible to love someone you just met so much, how can I have so much chemistry with her, how is it that I accidentally chose her to her to be the one who makes me happy just by seeing her ...)

(We went through the whole cabin holding hands)

- Well ... do you want to leave your things in any room or in mine? - Danna asked me, eagerly waiting for me to tell her the second option.

I will leave them in yours, but we will not sleep here today, I must be at home tonight - I replied with disappointment.

I know ... I just asked you where you would leave your things - she said as she laughed at my innocence. She knew that I meant that we would not sleep together, but that was not her intention or so it seems... Although I had wanted to sleep with her again... I was exposed as the target of her mockery, which she did not waste.

- So ... what do you think of the cabin? - Danna asked, with much expectation.

I like it, it looks cozy, it has a lot of your essence - I answered her question.

- I know thanks. I've been remodeling it for six months, giving it my style - she said while she smiled, she was proud of her effort.

(Sighs)

- Well, there is something else I want to show you before we do the activities I have planned - Danna said enthusiastically - but first, you must close your eyes.

Okay, just don't let her fall - I said, giving in to her request.

I wouldn't let you fall, rest assured - she whispered in my ear with certainty, calming me down.

(She covered my eyes and we started walking. I couldn't really know where we were going, but with her hands on my eyes she was gently indicating the direction we would take)

- We arrived - she removes his hands from my eyes - you can see - Danna whispers to me.

(I open my eyes)

...

(Ultimately I was speechless ... She is perfect, she brought me to a lake, which has an arch-shaped metal entrance, which is covered by red roses, and once you cross that arch, you meet a straight path of blue lilies ... everything looked complete and just beautiful)

This ... this is beautiful - I managed to say with a voice broken by the surprise and the impact it caused on me.

- This is for you - Danna answered, holding my waist and resting her chin on my shoulder admiring the beautiful view we had.

(We could see the reflection of the sun in the water, how it shone in water because of the sun's rays, how these rays reached the lilies and made them shine, as if they were stars that had fallen to earth)

- Come with me - Dana said, holding my hand.

(She started walking and I just followed her. We got to the lake dock, which had some lanterns)

- We have to go in - Danna proposes.

Yes, that sounds great! - I exclaimed excitedly.

(We undressed, putting on bathing clothes and went into the lake. Danna jumped so hard that all the water splashed on me. We were splashing, splashing water, swimming)

- Hey, do you want to see something? - Danna asked with a certain aspect that intrigued me.

What thing? - I replied.

- Take a breath - she said excitedly, so I paid attention to her.

(As soon as I did, we submerged ourselves in the water and I felt like she kissed me, and gave me the air that she had saved. Little by little we increased that kiss until we came out of the water in search of some oxygen but, that I do not prevent that as soon as we catch our breath we kiss again. My arms encircled her beautiful neck, which had a silver chain with her initial. I felt her hands caress my arms and went down my back until they firmly held my waist sticking to her so that that way we could feel the other's body heat. The intensity of the kiss did not diminish in the slightest)

- I think we should go to the cabin - Danna interrupted with a magnificent proposal.

I think the same - I said with the little encouragement that she had for the intensity, but with the same desire that she had to continue what we had started.

(We quickly got out of the lake, grabbed our things and ran to the cabin. I think both she and I, we wanted this to happen, we wanted to repeat what had happened last night. We unconsciously wanted it)

(As soon as we entered the cabin, we threw everything and began to kiss passionately, she held my waist and carried me, thus making me entwine my legs around her waist and she held me by the buttocks and as soon as she could, she leaned me against the wall I began to remove the bra from the swimsuit, undid the knot that it had and we took them off, she did the same with mine making our breasts begin to rub, and still having me loaded, that way she took me to her room. Inside the room, we fell on the bed, she began to kiss my neck with passion, I could not help closing my eyes for the pleasure that came with having his lips on my skin, making me moan with pleasure; I tangled my fingers in her hair and she returned to kiss me with more passion than before. Each kiss gave off heat, one that burns your body with desire. That was how our eyes stared at each other and there was no need to say a single word, I felt like everything stopped for a moment, and to do what we wanted to say was expressed by our bodies, causing me to give myself a kiss, one of those that shows love and desire)

(We made love again, and I am more than sure that no one on earth can match the feeling that Danna provokes in me. Without further ado, the sex lasted as long as we wanted it; I think we stayed for hours ... When we finished, we lay down horizontally and I leaned my head on his name)

This ... - I started saying.

- It was perfect - she completed, almost as if she was reading my mind.

Yes, it was - she expressed hugging her breathlessly, but with a smile from ear to ear.

(It hadn't even been that many hours since we had arrived, but we were already in bed, amazing our way of spending time...)

- I'll go make something to eat, will you come with me? - Danna asked getting up from the bed with absolutely nothing on, she didn't even cover herself with the sheet ... she looked so sexy that it made me go back to bed ...

Obvious! - I exclaimed, suppressing my sexual appetite because my stomach began to growl.

(We put on some oversized T-shirts that we had and went downstairs to go to the kitchen. Danna opened the refrigerator and found what she had brought a few days ago frozen, which was in perfect condition)

- Today we will eat something very delicious, it is a dish from my country, I hope you like it - she said smiling.

From which country do you come from? - I asked, sitting down in one of the chairs.

- In other words, I was not born there, but my mother is Peruvian and my father is American; But, Mom has always let me know about my roots and well, I feel more Peruvian than American, I love her food, "she said with great joy.

I think it's great that you don't lose the essence of knowing where you are from and what origin you have - I commented - what will you prepare for me? - I asked curious.

- I will prepare you a good 'lomo saltado', I brought all the necessary ingredients a few days ago, since I asked mom for advice because she was already planning to invite you -Danna said as she blushed, the red color of her cheeks seemed to color of a tomato.

Do you want me to help you with something? - I asked.

- You can help me cut the onion and tomatoes, I'll explain how they are cut - she said, like a chef.

(After helping her, and having her cook, it was time to eat)

- Well, before I start eating, I have a typical drink that is taken in Peru - she commented, going to the fridge.

- Here, this is a soda, it's called 'Inca kola' - she said handing me the drink.

Is it pineapple flavor? - I asked because it had a yellow color.

- No, that's the best, I don't even know what it tastes like, but it's very rich - she said laughing.

To eat then - I said.

(When I started eating, I couldn't believe that I have never tasted something like this in my life, its taste was fascinating, everything fit perfectly, nothing was too much, and the drink that Danna gave me, WAS INCREDIBLE, I cannot put into words how it tasted, but it was definitely not something I've ever tried before)

This is TOO DELICIOUS - I said with my mouth full.

- I'm glad you liked it - she answered with a victorious smile.

(We finished eating and threw ourselves on the sofa, stretching our legs as far as we could, her arm wrapped around me, I leaned on her shoulder and I felt her give me a tender kiss on the forehead)

You know something ... - I started saying.

- What thing? - She asked in a very calm tone.

I had never done something like this in my life, I say - I gulp - being like this with someone, having sex, kissing someone, having whatever it is that we have right now, I still don't know how to feel-she expressed.

- Feel what you have to feel, but ... - sighs - stay with me, please - she concluded without seeing me. Leaving me surprised by her words.

(I'm not going to lie, those words made my heart race, being close to her, feeling the warmth of her body; all that was something that I would not have imagined would happen to me with that girl I bumped into at the mall. a week ago, I start to think that everything is going very fast ...)

(After that wonderful day, it was time to go home. I had changed and asked Danna that once I got home, that she go around the back, come up to my balcony and pass me by. My briefcase with my clothes and towel, to which he obviously accepted. I got home and everything was fine, Mom and Dad were in their room, I greeted them from outside and went into mine; I locked it as a precaution. I opened the window and Danna was there with my briefcase, she handed it to me and said goodbye to me with a kiss)

(I put on my pajamas and lay down on my bed)

(Sigh)

(Could it be that I should try something with Danna? I just met her, and I don't want to close my possibilities so quickly. Besides, I don't know if what happens between us is just fever, something of the moment, or if she sees me as something serious. ... and I know she said to stay with her, but she didn't specify how ...)

(The cell phone rings, it's a message)

+ You have not gone to school, I was waiting for you for an answer about whether or not you want to go out with me - the text said, it is from Thomas.

(I don't lose anything trying something, do I? Ugh! What a confusion!)

I've thought about it, and I think it's okay, we can go out tomorrow, I know it's midweek, but I hope it's okay for you - I replied. I did not want to go out with him on the weekend, because he will surely want to do something early and the truth is that I do not know how much Thomas and I have to talk...

+ No problem, is leaving class okay with you? - Thomas answers immediately, practically not two minutes passed.

Perfect, see you tomorrow - I finished the conversation.

(It wasn't really that I wanted to go out on a date with Thomas, but sometimes we have to explore all our options, plus, I still don't know if I'm ready to go out with a girl, it's not something I can't, but not even I've dated a boy...)

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D -

(Today I woke up with Annie next to me, I had never woken up next to someone. I always thought that that happened in movies, that it happened to couples or people who had a one-night stand, but I never thought it would happen to me. . When I woke up I could see her magnificent and beautiful face; Annie looked like a Greek goddess, she is SO beautiful since dawn)

(I convinced her to go on a date and skip classes, luckily she said yes. Since I met her and knew that I would take classes with her, I have not been able to contain whatever is happening to me with her, so I prepared something ago A few days for her in the cabin that they gave me when I was thirteen years old, since my parents did not know what else to give me. When we arrived everything was beautiful, we were at the lake, then we had sex. THE BEST SEX I HAVE EVER HAD IN MY LIFE ; I don't think anyone compares to Annie in privacy, she is perfect. Then I made her eat and prepared a typical Peruvian dish, from which I have roots, and she loved it, she had never done that for someone, and I am glad that It was with Annie; although I think I put something intense in one of our conversations; I think we had finished eating and we threw ourselves on the sofa, stretching our legs as much as we could, I put my arm around her, she leaned against me shoulder and gave him a kiss on the forehead)

- You know something... - she started saying Annie.

What thing? - I asked calmly.

- I had never done something like this in my life, I mean - she swallowed - being like this with someone, having sex, kissing someone, having whatever it is that we have right now, I still don't know how to feel - she said. At that moment I felt her heart racing, that meant that I was her first person, just as she was my first person.

Feel what you have to feel, but ...- sigh - stay with me, please - I concluded without seeing her, I could feel her blush.

('Stay with me, please' I repeated in my head ... I think I went a bit too far, it got out of hand, or should I say...)

(Still, I feel like I care about her too much and too fast, I don't know if she feels the same or if she's ready for something else, but I would be able to wait for her to come for me when she is. I think all this I was waiting for her for a long time without even knowing she was doing it.)

(After that wonderful date, I left her at her house, I had to pass her things on the balcony that overlooked her room since her parents did not know anything, after that I went home)

(Already at home)

+ How was your break from school? - asked my mother.

Perfect - I said letting out a sigh without realizing who was asking the question.

+ So you did not go to class - said my mother, who was in the shadows, she was sitting on the sofa with the light of the lamp pointing at her in a very dark way while holding a glass of wine.

Mommy! what are you doing there? - I said jumping from the fright that seeing her like this caused me.

+ Waiting for you to arrive, Danna - she said sternly - I really thought you would never dare to break your perfect attendance record - my mother reproached me with disappointment.

I can explain ... - I said regretfully.

+ That I am waiting for. - Mom said in a serious tone.

I have met someone ... - I started by saying - I never felt like this ... I ... I wanted him to know a little about my world - I said looking into her eyes.

+ Danna, darling, you cannot risk your future for someone, be it a boy or a girl, you must focus on your goals love - Mom answered me in a maternal and kind tone.

I know, it won't happen again ... - I said with regret.

+ Don't try to lie to me, Danna-she knew that she could happen again-You can go out as long as you want as long as it doesn't hurt you in your studies, right? - Mom concluded.

Yes mom - I said crestfallen.

+ Well ... now tell me about that 'someone' - Mom said with a smile.

(From that moment on, I started telling mom everything about Annie)

(Already when she was going to my room, I receive a message)

- Hey, I did it! - Thomas said.

What thing? - I answered quickly out of curiosity.

- Tomorrow I'll have a date with Annie! - he replied so quickly that I didn't even see him coming.

(I stopped in my tracks with my cell phone in hand, I couldn't believe what Thomas was telling me at the time)

Seriously, she didn't play a joke on you? I replied, trying to think that what she was saying was a lie, hoping it was.

- I'm serious - he replied, adding a screenshot of his conversation with Annie. Annoying buffet.

I'm happy for you - I replied as I felt my heart break into a thousand pieces.

(How is it possible that the girl with whom I had lost my virginity a day before and with whom I had made love a few hours ago, is agreeing to go out with one of my best friends? I CAN'T BELIEVE IT, JUST WHAT WE HAPPENED DON'T DID IT MEAN ANYTHING TO HER? I could feel the tears welling up in my eyes; I had a lump in my throat so strong that I felt like I was choking and couldn't breathe. I went to Mom's room)

+ Danna? Danna darling what's wrong with you ?! - Mommy desperate yelled at me. I just made gestures that I couldn't breathe and Mom called the ambulance and Dad.

(That night that I thought I would sleep so well because of everything that had happened, it ended up being one of the worst nights I had. They rushed me to the hospital because I ended up having a very strong anxiety attack, so much so that I couldn't breathe and they had than to put oxygen on me until I could breathe calmly and on my own)

(They open the door to my room at the hospital. It's Tamara)

- What happened?! - Tamara exclaimed in concern, she was crying.

+ He had an anxiety attack - Mom replied, still with shock in her voice.

- But since she was thirteen she hadn't had one - Tamara said in dismay. She knew pretty much all of my medical history.

+ I know, Danna doesn't want to tell us the reason that triggered this attack - Mom said sadly.

- Can I talk to her? - Tamara asked politely.

+ Of course, you can tell us anything - mom and dad left the room.

- Okay - said Tamara seriously - I know why she gave you this attack - she commented once my parents had already left the room.

(I could only see her)

- Thomas and Annie are going on a date tomorrow and Thomas told you about it, right? - She said sternly.

I nodded.

- Does it bother you that they go out? - she asked annoyed.

(I wrote him a text)

She was my first time, Tamara ... - I wrote.

(She reads it and is surprised)

- You mean...? - Tamara asked, opening her eyes as wide as she could.

I nodded as tears fell.

- That bitch! - Tamara muttered angrily.

(I wrote again)

I ..., I understand if she does not want anything with me, but what hurts me is that it is precisely with Thomas that she wants to try it - I wrote with my head downcast.

(Reads)

- I understand you ... you have always been so kind to everyone and you give everything for those you love that sometimes others do not realize how much they hurt you - she said crying - I feel bad for you, because I have never seen you like this for nobody - she said stroking my hair, making me sigh.

(Tamara spent most of the night with me until my parents offered to take her home and take the opportunity to bring me clothes for when I was discharged; Mom was in charge of calling the school and telling me that she would not attend what was left. of the week saying he had medical rest)

(Dad sent one of his drivers for Tamara, to take her to school and pick her up all week, because she was like part of the family, besides, despite the time, she went to the hospital to see me. No I think I will find someone else like her, so that is why I value her and treasure her, even if sometimes I get a headache and we treat each other coldly, or we get upset. She is my best friend, she always will be.)