When I came back to check on Sabastian after I got out of my dress he was fast asleep like he should be. But the thing is I wasn't even a tiny bit sleepy so I walked into Sabastian's music room, the first thing that caught my eye was a beautiful guitar. It brought me back to a time where I took guitar lessons with my aunt…
FLASHBACK
Guitar Lessons- Jade 6 years old
"So honey you see this is how you play, place your fingers here in the first fret then strum the rest like this" auntwy is teaching me the guitar, me like when auntwy is like this… Happy. She's usally not like this ever since uncy left her all those years ago. I'm auntwy's favouwite child.
"YAY! Me lovee you auntwy don't leave me ever" "I'm going nowhere sweetheart, you're doing good with the guitar by the way" auntwy smiles she's pwetty when she smiles, "tank you auntwy." "You're welcome sweetheart..."
PRESENT
Those were the good days when I used to sit with my aunt forever playing the guitar until my fingers bled, that all stopped when she passed, my life was plunged into darkness… forever and I stopped the guitar. It's only recently that my life has picked up happiness again and that's all due to Sabastian.
I walk over to the guitar pick it up and walk to the window ledge, while sitting down I put up my hair and tune the guitar. When I have that all done I play my favourite song on the guitar that my aunt used to play all the time to put me to sleep when I was wrestles…
FLASHBACK
Me having bad dreams, I'm at my aunt's place. I scream. Auntwy opens the large door to my room, with anger and hardness on her face, when she turns to me her gaze softens.
"Did someone have a nightmare?" "Yessss me have nightmare" "do you want me to play you song?" "Yes please auntwy" she walks over to me with a soft smile at her lips. Auntwy grabs big wooden machine thing and sits at the edge of the bed. She starts to play soft music, soon I'm off to sleep again…
When I wake I'm not in the comfort of my aunt or her bed I'm in the comfort of Sabastian who is twisted around my body like a grape vine. When did I get here? Oh I guess I must have fell asleep while playing A THOUSAND YEARS (BOYCE AVENUE) – Christina Perri remind me never to play that song at this time of night, I'll always fall asleep to it no matter what.
"So the famous mystery guitar player has finally woke?" oh shit that'll be Sabastian. Wait what does he means by 'the famous mystery guitar player?' "What do you mean by that?" "I mean you never said to me that you could play, and especially that good." "I never told you because it never came up in any of our conversations" "good point, but it would've been nice to know" "well the only reason I played was because my aunt taught me how to play, and it's her anniversary so in her respect I thought I'd do that for her" "you are nice Jade, and I'm sorry about your aunt" "it's ok Sabby" "I love you Jady" "I love you too Sabby."