Time alone .43

"I feel like I did something wrong, but I don't know what."

"You did nothing wrong. You didn't do anything wrong. You are perfect exactly as you are. Needy. Bossy. Self-assured. Not assured at all."

"Then why did you need alone time. We could have gotten alone time in the Mansion."

"In the Mansion I couldn't feel at ease as I feel here. Alone. No other vampire with enhanced hearing."

"Not even Azazel?"

"Not even Azazel. At least for some time. He will join us later."

I shift, "okay."

"I know I have made you feel scared before. I know that I scared you when I went to primary vampiric state in your bedroom and later when my vampiric instincts were aware that you were fighting to keep our baby."

He sobs.

I look at him alarmed, "Please don't cry. It's okay. We are fine. I swear."

Draven falls to the ground, bowing down, face on my feet.

"Draven. Get up. What are you doing?"

"I'm so sorry I couldn't save our child. I'm sorry that I am scary to you. It was never my intention to fail you. I hate myself for failing you. Please. Please, Morgana. Forgive me. Forgive me for falling our family. I implore you."

I am shocked. Draven is at my feet crying his eyes out asking for forgiveness. I don't understand why.

"Draven. Baby. Please sit down next to me. I don't like to see you on the floor. The floor is not meant to you."

"Yes, it is. It is meant to me too. I'm not better than anyone else, Morgana. I'm just man. An old and pathetic man that was nothing before both of my lovers came into my life. I was trying and failing to end my pathetic existence. Please Morgana. Let me bow to you my queen. Let me kiss the path that you walk through, because I am nothing without you my love. I am no one if not for the people I love. I am nothing. You have to understand this."

I start to cry. "That is not true. You are an amazing being. You take care of Azazel and me. You are always helping us out and you always give us whatever we need. Please Draven get off the floor. It breaks my heart to see you like this."

"I'm not getting off the floor, my queen. I will never get off this floor."

I get desperate and get up and join him. "Draven. Look at me. You don't need to do this. I forgive whatever you want me to forgive you for. I will not let you think that I am above you. This shit is all fun and games, but I don't want to be above you. I don't want to be below you either in this relationship. I want us to walk together at the same level. As one. All three of us. I needed to feel this. I get it know. I needed to feel that you are capable of kneel down to me. Now that I am seeing you broken on the floor, please get up. I know that you will do everything in your power to love me fairly. Let's walk together to a better future now. I will forever love you. I will forever love Azazel too. Let's build a beautiful future together. Yes?"

He sobs hysterically and I hold him tightly. I don't know what to do. I don't know what to do. That's what I feel right now. Lost.

"I will lose my way without you. Draven. Just guide me and Azazel. You know you are our fierce leader. Bowing only to your lovers."

"Only showing weakness to both of you. My flowers. My loves. I will forever bow to you. I swear I will."

"I know that now. I know that now. Let's rest for a while. Ok? Don't you need feeding, my love? Let's go to the bedroom. I want to see you feed yourself."

Draven gets up and lifts me to his chest. "I love you so much, Morgana. Please never forget that, my love."

He deposits me in the bed and open the mini fridge.

I watch him intently. "Can I taste it?"

He snaps at me, "just a gulp. I don't know how your body will react to this blood."

"It tastes ironing. It's weird." I laugh out.

He smiles and puts the bag away. "I bet it is."

"Do you want to rest with me a little?" I ask him.

"I want you to take me."

"Take you where?"

"I want you to fuck me."

What?

"No. I can't. I can't. No." I slid back on the bed.

"Please Morgana. I need you to take everything from me. I want you to see me as vulnerable as I can get."

"Draven. I don't want to hurt you. I don't know how..."

"I will tell you, my queen. I will be brutally honest with you."

"Ok. Ok. Where's my strap on?"

"In the closet. I will get into position and wait for you."

I enter the walk-in closet. What is happening? What is happening? I spot what I'm looking for quickly. I undress and put it on. I breathe in and out slowly. I'm not ready for this. Am I ready for this? You can do this. If Draven wants to give himself to you. You can take it from him.

When I exist the closet, Draven is already three fingers deep into himself.

I moan involuntary.

"Ah... My queen. Come. I am ready for you. You can take me now."

Not gonna lie. He looks hot as fuck. This is hot as hell. For fucks sakes. Fucking vampires.

I get in bed and between his legs. I align my dildo and bury it slowly into Draven's hole.

"Ah... Draven you look beautiful from above my love."

"Ah... Morgana. Thank you for giving me your dick. I needed it so much."

I bottom out and kiss him.

"I love you so much. Let Mommy take care of you."

"Yes. Yes. Give it to Daddy. Slowly."

I start slowly. Stokes not violent at all.

"Ah... I am so horny Draven. I am loving this sight. You look so sexy. Fuck, you're so hot babe."

"Ah... I want it. I want it. You're the bestest girl. Put your hands down my waist, do it softly. I will cum soon my love. I am sorry."

"Please Baby. Look into my eyes. I want to feel your orgasms in your eyes. To know I was the one giving it to you."

"I'm so close, my love. I needed it so much. Now you see me, as vulnerable as I can get. Thank you for taking care of me. My love. Ah. Ah. Ah. Morgan. I. Look at me. I love you. Ahhhh."

It's an extraordinary thing. To see someone, you love so much giving you his all. Exposing everything he tries to hide from everyone. He must really love me to step down to such level.

"I love you more, Draven."

I go quickly to the bathroom. Unclasp the strap-on and get a face towel to clean him.

I throw the used towel to the ground and rest my head on Draven's chest.

I sigh, "Thank you."

He chuckles and kisses my head.

"Let's sleep a little bit my love. Azazel will be here soon."

•

I wake up with a smile.

"Babe, it's dinner time. You need to eat."

"My prince, we've missed you."

"Babe I was away for less than half a day."

I open my eyes to see vulnerability in Draven's eyes.

"Azazel missed us too." I say.

Draven smiles.

"Yes. Fine. It sucked a little bit."

"I'm hungry. I skipped lunch." I state.

"Draven. Seriously?"

"We were very busy, and I forgot."

"He had a little bit of blood. Do you want some?"

"No babe. It's okay." He decides to lay down next to us, "Who cleaned the kitchen? It's kinda well done."

"You know the answer to that, my love."

"It was Morgan."

I sit up and look at him, "Why are you so worried?"

"I don't know. I don't want you to leave us. I don't want anything to change right now, that's it."

"Nothing will change. We are going to be okay. Draven made sure."

"Okay. I'm glad. I'm glad."

I place a kiss on his head, "carry me?"

Draven laughs, "I will make fried cod. With French fries."

"Cholesterol. Cough. Cough."

"Don't. I am very pleased with myself tonight. Let me eat."

His fried cod is delicious. I had a second plate. WOW. Just wow.

"I'm going to light up the fireplace." Draven adds.

"Okay. Azazel and I will clean up." I get up.

"Maybe you should get some clothes. Aren't you cold?"

"I'm fine." I reply, "is my nudity making you uncomfortable, Z?"

"No babe. I just don't want you sick. That's why."

"Okay. I haven't unloaded the washing machine. Maybe I will start with that and you get everything from the dining table."

He hums.

We work silently.

"Thank you for giving us time to be, just the two of us. I realized I have the privilege of hanging with you alone a lot, but not with Draven. I think we needed that."

"Yes. You did."

He holds me to his chest. I shiver. He's colder than usual.

"We love you so much. I hope you know that."

I smile, "Go drink some blood your body temperature is lower than usual. I love you more."

"Draven. Baby is not drinking enough." I yell out.

"I will be there shortly with a bag."

"Let's finish here so we can cuddle." I singsong.