Chapter 1: Illness

The Sun is up is perfect to walk to the school

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This day is the perfect

I start my day with a perfect coffee, perfect breakfast. maybe I'll meet my destiny today.

"I'll be late for my school'' on the way to the school, each was perfect but...

I suddenly feel excruciating in my head, I collapse in the middle of the street. is this the perfect day?

People started to gather around me. I had no idea what's happening to me. some people are shouting to call the ambulance, some are filming me and the others are just watching me.

My eyes are closing

As my eyes are closing, my mouth suddenly to spoke the words ''He...lp m..e ple...a.se"

I feel that my body is not mine anymore. what's going on? even though my body is not coordinating with my mind I still imagine who they move me to the ambulance. but as I recall what did I do to get into this situation, my mind starts to fade away. it feels light as a feather and I don't know why I am happy to feel light.

My eyes open in a room with many lights surrounded by my parents I ask them what happen to me?

it seemed as if something was blocking their mouths to speak. a Doctor walks in the room and asks me if when do I start having severe headaches and losing some balance?

I immediately answer, it started 3 years ago. I was in 8th grade it's so painful even I take the painkillers but after I vomit it lessens the pain and every morning I experiencing headaches when I was in 9th grade I suddenly fall on the ground and can't get up.

the doctor suddenly spoke "I'm sorry that you have an atypical teratoid rhabdoid tumor (atrt) it is a kind of brain tumor that rarely starts in your spinal cord and spreads in your brain and I'm also sorry to say this you have on 12 to 15 months to live.

teardrops started to fall my mind went blank I look to my parent who were shocked to know that their only child is going to die before them.

I close my eyes and think deeply and ask myself, why is this happening to me? did I make God angry? did I do something wrong? did I make my parents disappointed?

Mother hugs me saying things like ''let's go to America and perform surgery'', ''B-Baby your not going to die before us trust me'', while mother is saying that my eyes began to pour endless tears to my face.

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I Annia Valerie Caddel, 17 years old had a Big dream to reach and achieve in life and had a Brain tumor that will stop to reach and achieve my dreams.......