Thankful

*Alexa's pov*

When mark approached y/n and whispered something, y/n had a phone call. I observed her. After talking to the phone, i noticed her reaction. She's sad and were just pretending that everything is okay. I know her so well. She's good at hidding, especially her feelings. After asking mark if who called y/n, anger filled me. I am so really mad. Y/n wants to have fun too!.....i forced mark to let us leave now and go to y/n.

Alexa: "please listen to me this once! Let's go to y/n!"

Mark: "Ms. Alexa, young lady will going to be mad to us."

Alexa: "no! I'm the one who's forcing you so please! I'll gonna try my best just to stop her for now..."

Taehyung: "why what's wrong? We can leave if y/n called her assistants already as she said earlier."

Alexa: "no....please mark just do what i said can you? The general called her and you both know that they were just going to talk if it's about missions! I want to stop her for doing life taking missions for now! I feel bad for her. She needs her rest too! So just please!" I begged emotionally and mad at the same time. Y/n's assistant finally agreed. We and the boys leave the place and go to the place where y/n is. We saw them a bit far away now but when y/n noticed us, she gave a sign to stop so the driver obey it.

*Y/n's pov*

General: "you know how tricky mafias are young lady. You are a mafia too so you can easily make a person's life in your control even though they have a guards."

Y/n: "how's the president now?" You sighed

General: "he's scared of what will the enemy's going to do on him and to his family.....here's some files about them." He handed the black folder to you. "It is so embarassing to come and ask for your help that we the philippine military whose supposed and must protect the country, can't do to protect all. We're sorry and begging you to fight for us. We are willing to send help for you too." He bowed and then alexa suddenly come down to the car and approached y'all madly.

John: "Ms. Alexa come back here!" He shouted but alexa didn't listen.

Y/n: "alexa what---"

Alexa: "what is this all about again?! You're going to have a mission again? Can y'all please give her a rest too? She's always risking her life for this damn country!" She shouted. The boys and your assistants get down of the car to see and stop the fight.....

Y/n: "alexa stop now--"

Alexa: "no! Why would i?! I'm doing this because i am concern of your life even you are not! You're always putting your life in danger! If you don't care about your life then we're not the same as you! We care for you that's why i am doing this! So don't go on your mission..."

Y/n: "alexa please"

Alexa: "give me that fucking black file!" She said and trying to take it from your hand since you lift your arm so she can't take it.

Y/n: "y'all can go now" you said as the general and armies bowed to you and left.

Alexa: "y/n please listen to me" she's emotionally now. "I'm scared. I'm worrying that you can't comeback alive after your mission. This is your second life y/n. Think of us too, whose worrying at you." She cried

Y/n: "i'm sorry....but if i didn't face these problems, i am still the one who's going to suffer in the end. If my enemies won against me, they're going to make me suffer that's why i'm trying even though i'm scared too.....so please y'all go to the car now and we're going to leave." You said as they all get in the car except taehyung. "If you're going with me, get in now." You get in your car and taehyung followed.

Taehyung: "you okay?" He asked while you are driving

Y/n: "no."

Taehyung: "that's a quick and honest answer huh."

Y/n: "what do you mean?"

Taehyung: "you are always pretending to be okay when we're asking you, but now you tell the truth."

Y/n: "maybe because i thought that it will be easy for me to ease the pain inside of me if i share it to others who i trust the most."

Taehyung: "thanks that you realized it now. So please if you have a problem, talk to me or us. I feel hurt seeing you suffering that i can't do anything 'cause you really don't want to share it. All i can just do is to stay by your side."

Y/n: "that's because i suffered a lot before. I suffered the worst because of my parents. And the reason why i didn't open a lot to others even in my closest friends, is that i'm scared....."

Taehyung: "a strong, cold hearted and a soft person at the same time, is getting scared of opening a problem...why?"

Y/n: "because not everyone in my life is permanent." You stopped the car for awhile to have a good conversation. "If i share all about me, my problems, my happy moments and got so close to that person then one day he/she disappeared...then what about me? Being left again unexpectedly. I'm scared 'cause i can't handle pains and problems anymore."

Taehyung: "but i wanna help you. We want to help you, to cheer you up, to make you happy and more....yeah you're right, 'cause we all really had a suffering part in our lives."

Y/n: "that's why i'm thankful that someone finally convinced me and now that i have someone like you to share my problems." You smiled. "Wear your seatbelt" you said but he's not listening. He's just looking at you so comfortable. So you're the one who will fix his seatbelt. You pressed the button infront of you to open the roof of your car first and leaned towards taehyung to fix his seatbelt, but he suddenly stopped you by kissing you. He pressed the botton again to close the roof so that no one can see the two of you.