you didn't think I deserved to know.

"what did she tell you"with her paled Expression she managed to whisper,the look in her face was that of a criminal who has been caught red handed committing a crime she had denied of not doing before.


"what did she tell you she whispered again" asking him.

Paul noticed her reaction,his felt stabbed in his heart,pulling her gently to his chest he kissed her gently which pace he increased gently as well,he kissed her like there was no tommorow,this was somehow his only way of expressing how he felt, somehow it calmed blossoms nerve.
Releasing her from his firm grip and kiss he finally opened up what was eating him inside.

"Baby,I'm sorry"unable to look into blossoms eye directly he turned his gaze down.

Blossom placed her hands on his chin as she raised it up placing his gaze on her.

"my amor,what's it,did I do something wrong,did any body hurts you,pls talk to me,what did Hannah tell you"Blossom worriedly asked, bombarding him with series of questions.

you should have told me,you should have made me understand,you should have scolded me,and explained,but you didn't I mean how was I to know"Paul started leaving the startled Blossom staring at him confusingly.

"I can't understand you if you continue to speak in parables,please honey make me understand"Blossom said pleadingly.

she was glad her colleague won't be returning to office until four in the evening and Hannah had promised to pick heaven their daughter from school,so she had more time with Paul here and she wanted him to say his mind here in case he couldn't conclude their discussion due to another work interference.

she sighed,Paul what are you talking about"she prayed it wasn't about the miscarriage she had so much kept from him and told Hannah of only,she did not know how he would react to it,if he would blame her ,she was scared of his opinion as much as she longest for it her body shivered at the pain she felt that morning after Hannah had taken her daughter to her nursery School.

"The miscarriage..."Paul paused allowing the word to sink,he noticed Blossoms body stiffen on his laps,'so it was true' thought.

"you had a miscarriage two years ago,why didn't you bother to tell me"why didn't you tell me ,you want more kid right?"Paul paused studying her,she kept silent the whole time.


you should have seen Hannah's expression,you should have seen how angry she was at me,this morning,baby you claim you love me but you don't think I'm worth sharing secret with,not just that our baby died, but you didn't think I'll be affected by that alone,I don't know what to say"Paul signed in frustration,he knew he wasn't supposed to say this to her,he wanted her to learn to trust him and share her thoughts with him as couples.