Chapter 17 – Urges You Can't Imagine
Chapter 17 – Urges You Can't Imagine
October 2017
Jungkook's desk was littered with Brochures from different tourist spots in Japan. He hit purchase on the travel website and secured two first class tickets for a flight to Tokyo. The hotel in downtown Tokyo, Room 1108, was already confirmed. Cake was ordered. Flowers done. Dinner reservations with the members confirmed.
"What else, what else?" Jungkook took a quick look at the notes in his phone. "That's it." he confirmed, "this is done." He smiled and clicked back on his computer to take another look at the room he booked for him and Jimin. It was a beautiful suite, with a glass shower and large King size bed. Jungkook decided that he would wait until they were alone tonight to present Jimin with his birthday gift.
Jimin burst through Jungkook's front door. Jungkook panicked. The evidence of Jimin's birthday surprise was all over. Jungkook used his arm to sweep up all of the papers and slide them into the trash. It was the only thing he could think to do in such a hurry. The hotel was still up on his computer, so he yanked on the chord as hard as he could to unplug the entire thing. Probably should have just hit control-alt-delete but whatever.
Jimin came rushing towards him full of smiles. "Jungkookie!" Jimin shouted. Jimin parked himself on Jungkook's lap and then shoved his phone in front of his face, "We have to do this."
Jungkook smiled at Jimin and spoke sarcastically, "You know you don't actually live here. Knocking is still polite."
Jimin was completely unbothered by Jungkook's little reminder.
"The door was unlocked." Jimin defended himself.
"If the door had been locked, are you saying you would have knocked politely?" Jungkook countered.
"Nah, I would have used my key and still barged in." Jimin laughed.
"Hi Baby," Jungkook gave Jimin a quick kiss as Jimin made himself comfortable on Jungkook's lap.
"Look, look, you're not looking." Jimin demanded Jungkook look.
"Babe, you have the phone five inches from my face, I am so looking, like totally looking," Jungkook quipped as Jimin eagerly persisted. Jungkook watched as the choreographer and his dancers danced a routine to Michael Jackson's 'Black or White'.
"I think we have to do this. We've been asking to do a couple's routine for next year's festa. I think this is perfect." Jimin bounced a bit on Jungkook's lap.
Jungkook watched. "This is really very cool. Yeah, I agree. I think we should do this one." Jungkook spoke while still staring at the phone screen.
"What do you think about a Black and White theme? Black and white suits for the black and white couple dancing to 'Black or White'. It's a tribute to us as a couple, ARMY and Michael Jackson all at the same time. It couldn't be anymore brilliant."
"I love this Jimin. Alright, let's get it." Jungkook agreed.
"Yay, we start learning it Monday." Jimin didn't really give Jungkook a choice.
"I'll check my schedule and get back to you." Jungkook looked casually at his phone.
"I am your schedule. We start Monday, so watch it." Jimin laid down the rules and the discussion was over.
"Jungkook," Jimin noticed that Jungkook's computer screen was black. This was unusual because his computer was always on. Even when the computer wasn't in use, the screen saver picture of Jungkook and Jimin would pop up on the screen. The black screen was weird. "Jungkook is something wrong with your computer?"
"Nope. It's just uhh-er-uhh warming up. It'll be on in a second." Jungkook lied.
Under normal circumstances, Jimin would have pushed to get more information. But with it being so close to his birthday, he chose to let Jungkook's suspicious behavior go unchallenged.**
Jimin awoke Saturday morning to Jungkook softly singing happy birthday. Jimin opened his eyes fully to see Jungkook sitting next to him with a tray of breakfast. Waffles, eggs, pork sausage and oatmeal. There was a burning candle sticking out of the oatmeal.
"Happy Birthday to uuuuuuuuuuuuuu." Jungkook clapped his hands together as he finished his song.
"Aw, Jungkookie, you're so cute. Thank you," Jimin said.
Jungkook placed his hand behind Jimin's neck to pull him in for a kiss.
Jimin closed his eyes as Jungkook barraged his face with a succession of short wet kisses.
The two talked while they ate breakfast. They were officially on vacation for the next five days, which meant no work activities. For most of the day, they relaxed. The tour schedule was grinding and they needed moments like these to rest their tired bodies.
Jungkook, in true boyfriend fashion, purchased copies of all the books on Jimin's "to read" list and stacked them in a nice neat pile next to couch. When Jimin saw the endless stack of books, he giggled manically and jumped onto Jungkook's back to give him a hug.
"Thank you, thank you, thank you. You are the sweetest most romantic man on the planet. Thank you so much." Jimin gushed as he continued to hug Jungkook.
"Yeah, you're welcome, now go play." Jungkook walked over to the couch and wiggled until Jimin fell off. He laughed and headed to the kitchen to do a quick work out.
Jimin laid on the couch for hours and caught up on his reading, while Jungkook played video games. They finally got up around 5pm to get dressed to prepare to meet the other members for dinner.
Jimin and Jungkook met the other members at one of Jimin's favorite restaurants in Seoul. They spent a lovely time, eating, drinking and singing karaoke. The members toasted Jimin many times over. He was treated to so many drinks that he got drunk. Jungkook watched carefully as his boyfriend became louder and more flamboyant as the evening went on.
As much as Jimin was enjoying himself, Jungkook felt they needed to get home. It was getting late. He still needed to give Jimin his personal gift. Jungkook attempted several times to get Jimin to go. But Jimin was having a great time and enjoying the other members. Jungkook didn't push. Afterall, it was Jimin's birthday.
Another two hours went by before JImin would even entertain the thought of leaving. By this time it was after 2am KST. The cars arrived to take the boys back to their apartment building. Jimin, still a bit tipsy, was thanking everyone for a wonderful evening.
The members all lived on different floors. Jimin and Hoseok's apartment was one level above Jungkook's. They all piled on the elevator heavy in conversation. As the elevator ascended, each member got off on their corresponding floor. Jimin, Hoseok and Jungkook were the last three remaining. Jimin was engrossed in a conversation with Hoseok. Jungkook felt ignored. When they reached Jungkook's floor, he stepped forward to exit the elevator but Jimin seemed almost impervious to the fact that elevator doors were open.
"Are you coming?" Jungkook said once he realized Jimin wasn't following him.
"Going to my room tonight. I'll see you in the morning baby." Jimin dismissed Jungkook and continued with his conversation. He turned his back to Jungkook to make sure that he couldn't see him laughing. Jimin was intentionally trying to be irritating because he knew that Jungkook had waited all day to give him his birthday present.
Jungkook was pissed off. He stuck his foot in the elevator door before it closed and stepped back into the elevator. He glared at Jimin.
"I said I'll see you tomorrow Jungkookie." Jimin tried to sound firm but the muzzled laughter within his chest was making it difficult.
"See me tomorrow?" Jungkook repeated. Jungkook wasn't sure if Jimin was playing games or not, but he didn't care. He was tired of it. He spun Jimin around, picked him up and threw him over his shoulder. Jimin let out a bellowing laugh. Hoseok rolled his eyes and sucked his teeth as he watched Jimin disappear down the hall. Jimin waived with a glorious smile on his face.
"So we're back to you treating me like a sack of potatoes? Put me down you muscle pig," Jimin giggled.
Jungkook held Jimin tightly and carried him all the way back to his apartment. He made a concentrated effort to completely ignore Jimin's request to be set free until they were well inside the department. Jungkook walked over to the bed and dropped Jimin.
"I was kidding Jungkook, no need to act this way. You and your jealousy." Jimin tried reassuring Jungkook.
"I know you were kidding. And I'm not jealous." Jungkook defended himself.
"Then why are you angry," Jimin asked.
"Because it wasn't funny," Jungkook was a little too serious for the moment. Jimin apologized for being silly.
"I'm sorry. But you really must stop this. You can't be pissy on my birthday." Jimin was still lying flat on his back in Jungkook's bed right in the spot where Jungkook had thrown him.
"Well technically, it's NOT your birthday any more now is it?" Jungkook quipped.
"Oof, oh. Is that what you're upset about? You know I had to spend time with the other members. Sometimes you have to share me Jungkookie," Jimin was absolutely elated to see Jungkook pouting.
Jungkook was still pouting, "Your birthday is over and I didn't get to give you my gift."
"Well I'm all yours now, hit me," Jimin smiled
"I want to, but maybe later," Jungkook finally smiled because of his own off-color joke.
Jungkook handed Jimin the envelope with an oversized yellow bow.
"It's perfect Jungkookie. I love it," Jimin said graciously as he stared down at his gift.
"Baby, you haven't even opened it." Jungkook was pouting again.
"I love it. I don't care what it is," Jimin smiled.
"OPEN IT, baby, please." Jungkook's voice softening towards the end of his sentence.
Jimin pulled off the ribbon and put it around his wrist like a bracelet. He opened the envelope. The two boarding passes, itinerary, and maps all spilled out into his hand.
"We're going on a trip? Japan? Jimin yelled the word Japan as he read it off of the boarding pass. You know I Love Japan. I have always, always wanted to vacation there with you. Oh Jungkook! Jimin looked misty. Jungkook intervened quickly to keep the mood light,
"Yeah, I have always wanted to go there to eat. So it's going to work well for both of us."
"Happy Birthday my love," Jungkook wrapped both his arms around Jimin's waist.
"This is one of the kindest most generous gifts I have ever received. I am so honored and lucky to be the one you love. Thank You, I love you Jungkookie." Jimin pecked Jungkook on the cheek.
"Yeah, so about this trip. We leave tomorrow. We have exactly 9 hours to pack, get some sleep and get to the airport." Jungkook said authoritatively.
"WOW, thanks for the notice," Jimin teased.
"You're the one who wanted to stay out drinking with the members for 6 hours. Let's get ready for bed. Take a shower with me," Jungkook whispered.
"And why can't you take your own shower?" Jimin fiddled with his itinerary pretending not to have any interest in Jungkook's request.
"Are you going to make anything easy for me today?" Jungkook said exacerbated.
Jimin stared at the bathroom pensively for a moment, then all of a sudden he jumped up and yelled, "Race ya'!"
The next morning, Jimin and Jungkook arrived in Tokyo. Jungkook, who had developed a love for filming movies, was lugging around all of his heavy camara equipment. The two took a cab to the luxurious hotel that Jungkook booked for Jimin's birthday. Jungkook checked into the room, secured the key cards then hid the room number hidden from Jimin.
Jimin followed him off the elevator and down the hall as they meandered to their room. Jimin was so happy to be there. He followed Jungkook mindlessly as he marveled at the beauty of the hotel architecture.
"Ah, this is us." Jungkook didn't say anything further. He waited.
Jimin stopped behind Jungkook smiling carefree. Jungkook handed Jimin the hotel card and said, "Why don't you open the door."
"Ok," Jimin stepped forward. His eyes moved across the number on the hotel door. He took a deep breath and lifted his hand to run his fingers across the numbers. He stroked the numbers tenderly as he contemplated their meaning. A single tear dropped from his eye.
"Oh Jungkookie, 1108. You booked room 1108, our anniversary." Jimin stood there for a moment unable to say anything. He turned to Jungkook who was standing behind him. He spoke after a long pause, "I didn't think it was possible to love you any more, but you've proven me wrong."
"There's lots more lovin' you can give me. Open the door." Jungkook was absolutely giddy with excitement.
Jimin opened the door. The room was blanketed with Bouquets of red Roses and white Lilly's. The aroma was devine. Jimin ran in, spun around and collapsed on the bed. Jungkook rolled in with the luggage.
"This is nice. I like it. You like it?" Jungkook placed his camara equipment down gently on the floor next to the window.
"LIKE IT? Jungkook this is the most beautiful thing anyone has ever done for me ever. I can't believe you." Jimin jumped up and kissed him.
Jungkook wrapped his arms around Jimin's waist. "Let's take a nice hot bath, order some food and plan our day for tomorrow. How does that sound?"
"Let's get it," Jimin did his best impression of Jungkook.
Jimin was experiencing some pain in his left shoulder so Jungkook massaged it gently in the bath to help restore Jimin's full range of motion. They transitioned to the large suite where they ate massive amounts of food and stared at their beautiful view of Tokyo. Jimin walked over and sat in Jimin's lap and began kissing him.
"Bun, I just realized something," Jimin mumbled as he and Jungkook kissed, "I didn't get fucked for my birthday."
"Oh no, how did we forget to do that?" Jungkook kissed Jimin's ear.
"Fix it, fix it, fix it" Jimin giggled as he pulled off Jungkook's shirt.
"Yes, I can definitely fix that," Jungkook smirked. He stood up with Jimin still in his lap and carried him to the bed.
"Turn off all of the lights, it's a full moon," Jimin said.
Jungkook left Jimin on the bed and tip toed around the room barefoot turning off all of the lights. Sure enough, the bright glow from the full moon shone through their hotel window. The light was so bright, that Jimin felt the need to squint just slightly as the moon shone down into his face. Jungkook returned to the bed and laid on top of Jimin. They began passionately kissing. They undressed each other with a quickened pace.
As they lay there naked, Jungkook felt the bright light of the full moon caress the side of his face. He couldn't explain why, but he felt different; aggressive, controlling, confident. His attraction to Jimin was intensified to peak levels. Jungkook's body was reacting without consultation of his mind. He felt the sensation of being outside of his body even though he was well within it. His desire was so strong. The urge was overwhelming him. The urge that he had secretly faught for months was overwhelming him.
He continued his passionate kissing of Jimin. Jungkook did something bold that he'd never done before. He turned Jimin around on all fours and began feverishly licking his ass. He help Jimin down as he plunged his tongue into Jimin's tight walls. Jungkook knew this was outside of Jimin's routine. Jimin liked to be in control. He didn't like too many surprises. But Jungkook couldn't ignore his urges. The power of the moon light was redefining who he was. He continued licking Jimin's tight entrance until he heard small moans coming him.
Jungkook could see Jimin's thick extended cock. Jimin was silent, but seemed to be in a trance under the flow of Jungkook's tongue. Jungkook arched over Jimin and began kissing his back while he slowly stroked his dick. He used another hand to insert two fingers into Jimin. He did it just as Jimin had done to him. Jimin remained on all fours. Jungkook knew he was pushing Jimin towards his limits. He knew that he would stop him soon and "take control of the aircraft" so to speak. But Jungkook was enjoying this dominance so much, that he wasn't going to stop until Jimin forced him to. He continued. Jungkook reached down into the bag he kept next to the bed. He quietly grabbed the lube. Jimin was still moaning quietly as Jungkook continued to assault the inner walls of his asshole. Jungkook stretched Jimin as gently as he could. He inserted his tongue again in conjunction with his two fingers. The pressure and the fullness within his ass cause Jimin to begin to moan loudly.
Jungkook removed his fingers and lubed them up well. He squirted the lube within his hands and warmed it gently between his palms. He slowly rubbed it into Jimin's ass using his fingers to push it deeper and deeper into him. Jungkook closed his eyes and let the moonlight hit his face again. Jimin was silently waiting. He knew what was coming.
Jungkook slid the tip of his engorged dick into Jimin. There was very little room to move. It was tight and Jungkook's tip was squeezed so tightly that he popped back out.
The feeling was organic and natural. Jungkook knew he was right to relent to this urge. Jimin held steady on all fours. He made a small gasp when Jungkook pulled out and waited patiently for his reapproach. Jungkook grabbed his engorged dick and pushed in harder. The wet sloshing sound of his penis swimming through Jimin's overlubed ass made them both tremble. Jungkook took a deep breath and looked up at the moon. He pushed again, deeper into his Jimin. Jimin was already starting to peak. Jungkook started slowly; looking for his rythym; looking for a pace that would satisfy him but not hurt Jimin. He pushed in, pulled out, pushed in deeper and pulled out shallow. Jungkook's breath left him. He fought to maintain himself. His pace was methodical. Jimin began to react in a way that Jungkook had never experienced. Each stroke that Jungkook put on him, Jimin pushed back until finally Jimin pushed off the bed and positioned himself into Jungkook's lap. The motion forced Jungkook even deeper into Jimin. Jimin began to ride Jungkook, slapping his ass against Jungkook's thighs. Jimin began bouncing on Jungkook's dick. Jungkook never knew that Jimin had this skill. They melded so organically. This felt so right, it felt incredible.
"I need you to cum for me," Jungkook whispered.
"Bun, bun," Jimin was riding Jungkook's dick and had his body contorted around to kiss Jungkook's mouth. The moonlight was shining on both of their faces, fueling them with energy and passion. "Oh, GOD, this is unreal, don't stop, don't stop" Jimin cried.
"I won't," Jungkook kept his promise. He continued to bang his dick into Jimin until Jimin couldn't take it anymore. The trembling started in his legs. His hands trembled, his lips trembled, he couldn't stop shaking. Jimin's orgasm burst through his body like a violent volcano. He screamed out in a exhaulted tone that Jungkook had never heard before. Jungkook held him tight to support him as his body exploded in ectasy. Jungkook could feel Jimin's fingertips digging into his arm as he held on. Semen streamed like a faucet from the tip of Jimin's dick.
Jungkook had never experienced such a feeling of fulfillment. The walls of Jimin's ass were warm and soft. Jimin worked his ass over Jungkook's dick squeezing tightly as he rode him. Jimin could feel Jungkook building. He pulled both of Jungkook's arms around him.
"I love you, it's ok, let go," Jimin reassured Jungkook that it was ok.
"I love y-y-y-y," Jungkook went silent. His eyes closed tightly as he exhaled, clenching his body tight. He gasped for air and began convulsing as he reached the height of his orgasm. He exploded in screams as his voice returned "o-o-o SHIT - Uhhhhhh". The trembling started as he voided his warm salty liquid up Jimin's ass. It took several gulps of air before Jungkook could get his breathing to return to normal. When he opened his eyes, Jimin was still laying in his arms. Jungkook immediately began to cry.
Jimin lifted himself off of Jungkook and turned to face him. Jimin's tears were a few seconds older but just as meaningful. They could see each other's faces clearly in the bright light of the full moon. Each reached up to wipe away the tears of the other.
"This is it isn't it? This is what you've been fighting for so long? This is the urge you've been afraid of? It all makes so much sense now. That's why you've been insatiable. You've been looking for fulfillment that you weren't getting. You had even stopped having orgasms. It's because you needed this. You needed to be the one in control, not me. Jimin smiled and more tears began to fall. "I've been denying you once again. Ohhh Jungkookie, why didn't you say anything"
"I didn't want to upset you. I knew you liked it the other way. I just wanted you to be happy. I didn't want to disregard your feelings. But the urges were so strong." Jungkook was timid. He watched the glow of Jimin's skin under the moonlight.
"But what about you? What about you being happy." Jimin said
"I was never unhappy. I've always been happy. Always. I love being with you the other way. It's good too.
"Yea, but it wasn't good like THIS!! I mean Kookie even I'm amazed. I've never felt this good in my life." Tears were still flowing down Jimin's face. He was reveling in his post orgasmic haze.
"So, you aren't upset?" Jungkook said, still concerned.
"NO YOU BRAT! Why would I be upset. This was magical. It was amazing, it was right. I think…this is who we really are." Jimin could see Jungkook's wet sweaty chocolate brown bangs reflecting in the moonlight. "I can't live without you." Jimin kissed Jungkook's forehead.
"I don't want to live without you," Jungkook kissed Jimin back.
They sat in thier embrace for an eternity, leveraging the moonlight to study the fine difinitions of their faces.
Jimin walked over the refrigerator and grabbed a beer, "We should go to bed. It's almost 5am. We have a long day tomorrow."
"Yeah, we should. I brought my camara. I'm going to record our entire trip. I built a studio in my closet. I called it Golden Closet Films, what do you think.."
"That sounds good. I really like it. I'm excited about filming. We can do some quick Vlogs about the places we visit," Jimin suggested.
"Oh, I think I may want to do a bit more than that." Jungkook kissed Jimin and stole his beer.