6.why again?
"Ethan! How come you not have any friends?"
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For the first time during the walk he looks my way .. with sharp eyes
His muscle tensed, "maybe I don't deserve any..." he looks ahead with a cold face."what do you mean?" I ask breaking him out of his icy trance;"I just don't like people ok?thats it! And I'm doing more then fine all by myself" he says with a straight face"oh uh listen boy! I was jus wondering,ok !its jus weird how a smart and hot guy like you don't have frie- bsugsgdbshuuhaa!!"I cover my mouth as I regain wt I jus spitted out ,shit! Shit!,shit!,he might be thinking I might be some obsessed girl , who is head over heels for him,!faq!,I turn my eyeballs to him but see no reactions coming, he's jus walking on is way..."listen i di-" ,"you should leave!"he says as scans me with his doe eyes,did I upset him that much?I mean that's not much big of a deal?.."why-im-'" I start to buffer like airtel network, "its your cross to go home!!or r u planning on following me to my home too?"he says with that goddamn smirk and raised brow,. OH! My home ,cross.....my system is hanged ,I swear he could see that loading sign at top of my head,he chuckles at my state ,ruffles my hair and parts away to his home,.. aaahhh this is so embarassing,
Wow ,I'm doing such a great job!!!,jus wow,I dunno if I'm trying to help a guy or trying to make me look like a clown..I must be abit more focused and watch my tongue more often..and stop making a fool of myself in front of him....I keep scolding myself as I prepare myself for bed...'oh ,hey there !yes!! I'm at home,I had my shower.,dinner ,and m on my way to bed if ur wondering, thanku for worrying (back to the story)' I lay in my bed as I close my eyes trying fall asleep...his chuckles and grinny face comes in front of me,I open my eyes to find myself smiling without me knowing, this scumbag really has a beautiful smile,he should use it more often.i drifted off to sleep with his smile lingering in my mind.
I open my eyes to find myself in a un famil- no I know this house its the same house where I saw ethans dead body in my last dream,wtf?!!,y m I having the same dream again?...why again?....I see the same staircase,same walls same atmosphere around me,the whimpers are clear as well!I know what m I gonna witness inside and it makes me wanna go crazy at the dark nostalgic memory,I hear the clock ticking...its 6:07 in the morning,I walk into the room as a dark pit forming inside of me....there he is again lifeless in her arms...but this time seeing him like this makes me feel more despair, heart-wrenching pain shoots through me as my eyes sting with tears...why is it happening??!!...why m I having these dreams?,why is it me out of all the people?...ahhhhhha!!!I shout but my voice won't come out,they feel stuck in me;
I wake up from my dream with a sudden jolt!!!,my State was miserable,my face stained with tears,heart beating fast, sweating and my mind fuzzy,.
Whats happening??I just have this feeling that it really means something and maybe.... warning me?
Shaking my thoughts thinking that m just being paranoid,I see at my bed time table clock showing 9:23am, I turn back to the window to see the sunli-wait...9:23?.........SHIT IM GONNA BE LATE!!!
I Rush towards my bathroom slipping near the basin almost braking my nose,I freshen up and throw the first outfit I see in my eyes,I brush my hairs in hurry and leave my apartment stuffing my bag with keys and purse....I lock the door...shit!!...my Phone!!...I again open the door run to my bedroom drop my phone in my bag ,run back... lock my door and literally sprint towards the metro station....
10:19am.....😓I'm late,even after running like ussain bolt to the metro looking like a crazy woman!!
I reach the campus,not being able to attend my first class,m gonna be free until 12:00
I go to the canteen to grab myself a decent breakfast as I wasn't able to have any at the morning , waffles drizzled with chocolate syrup with a coffee jus sounds amazing, drooling over my mental image of my breakfast
I crash with a guy in front of me...gsjcihqbucojn...I see his breakfast crashing on the ground with a pang!...to hell with my clumsy self.!!!😣
"IM SOO......ethan?...uh ethan?..u didn't attend the class too?"
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He looks at me with that 'i can't believe you' look with mouth agape..his toast and eggs on the floor his hoodie stained with grease coz of me
"Waffles with chocolate syrup,a plate of egg toast and 2 coffees please!!" I shout to the canteen peeking at the raging ethan!
"At your table maam" says the man at the counter witnessing the scene as he gives me a sympathetic look,I jus give ethan my best puppy eyes as he looks sooooo done with me.
'...Sorry' (tiny) I wisper
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