Chapter Eight

"Lucy, are you okay?" Natsu asks reaching for me again. I shake him off.

"I am fine." I snap. He looks so hurt but I don't understand why he is so clingy.

"Lucy, don't you remember? You and Natsu are together." Erza says, I start to laugh until I realize that she wasn't joking.

"Are you serious?" I ask worried. I would never, would I?

"Yes, it seems that those are the memories that you had to forget. I am sorry we didn't get there in time." Erza points out and Natsu looks to the ground with tears filling his eyes and then he runs away from me. I feel like I have heard him cry over me before. I can't remember it though. I feel bad but I really don't remember. When we get to the guild, Erza fills in Master. He looks worriedly at Natsu and me.

"Do you think that she will ever remember?" I hear Natsu whisper to Gray.

"I am not sure, Natsu. But it's Lucy. She never quits." Gray answers back calmly and sure of himself.

"Um, Gray." Cana says, Gray looks at her, "Clothes."

"Ah, Crap. I swear I didn't mean to. The entire guild laughs at him. I remember when I first met him. When Natsu took his underwear. But really he should be more careful about his weird habit.

"Lucy, How are you feeling?" Levy asks.

"A little dizzy and feel a bit bad for forgetting things but I don't know what I forgot." I say and Levy looks as though she is going to cry.

"Are you okay, Levy?" I ask with worry.

"I just can't believe that you forgot stuff. I will be okay, do worry." Levy says and walks over to Gajeel. I see him wrap her with his arms. Levy and Gajeel together, since when. What have I forgotten.

"Lucy, do you remember the fact that a lot of us is dating?" Erza ask, most likely because she saw my reaction.

"WHAT, SINCE WHEN?" I scream and the whole guild looks at me. "What so you mean?"

"I guess you don't. I noticed that you confused when Gajeel held Levy. See, Jellal and I are dating as well. In fact, most of us are dating someone. Gray and Juvia..." She says but I interrupt her. "Gray and Juvia? What have I forgotten?"

I run out of the guild alone. I feel like everything is slipping away from me. I call upon Loki.

"Hey, Lucy. How can I help you?" He says when he appears.

"What have I forgotten? Why did I forget so much?"

"Lucy, you chose it. You forgot a lot but you won't remember as long as ...." He says disappears being replaced by Xino.

"Hey, Lucy. Don't worry, I am here for you. You don't need the others." He says.

"Xino, are you trying to hide something?" I ask Xino.

"Of course not." Xino says nervously and disappears.

What is he hiding, Why can't I just chose who I want to use. I don't know why I must use him. If I did what he asked how would the rest of them feel? I can't do it. I go to sleep.