Why is it so hard to trust you? [161]

I was beginning to shake and I was scared I might get another panic attack. Lucas said that he didn't do anything but I can't just let this thing go. I had heard his voice not once but twice in my head. And it was rightly stated that once is an accident but twice is a coincidence. There was something big he was hiding from me and I felt like he was doing this on purpose to scare me and maybe for some reason I am not coming to. 

I took a step back and held the wall for the support. The feeling of not being able to breathe was beginning to return and I just wanted to run away from him. But since I didn't have it in my feet to run I choose to stay there and tried to cool myself down by constantly reminding myself that maybe I was again imagining it all. My mind was not trying to accept the fact that it was actually Lucas and not me imagining things out of nowhere.