AXOSFK

"How can you tell a person what you feel about that person if you can't muster any strength to swallow your pride just to say what you want to say?"

That was the question Vin Santos kept asking himself. Still he wasn’t sure on how to do that. He never experienced that feeling before. Since that start of high school, he always got caught up in different criminal cases. But on the last year of high school, things would change. 

He never thought he'd be off track. He can't sing when he want to. He became deaf and is now having a hard time following the beat. The tunes and lyrics are now disconnected. He can't remember the songs he sung, and he realized “I’ve lost my music”.

Lost My Music

<p>I don't know where I am right now, I just kept running and running and running. I don't know which part of the school this is, I didn't look where I was going, all I know is I need to get away from that place, from him. I don't know if I should be happy or sad or angry at all the things Ranvier had said to me. I don't know what these tears streaming down my face means. Yes it hurts me, because of all the chances given to him, Ranvier decided to say all of it now. Why now? Why did he suddenly show up now? Why didn't he show up before all of this happened? Why? Why now when I have feelings for Daron?</p>

<p>The sky cleared up and the moon started peeking out behind the clouds, the moonlight shined down on me, every tear that drops down shines under the moonlight just right before it hits the ground. I've been standing there for a whole minute just letting my tears fall, but then my phone vibrated inside my pocket. I reached for it and saw a message from Riley.</p>

Chapter 32