AXOSFK

"How can you tell a person what you feel about that person if you can't muster any strength to swallow your pride just to say what you want to say?"

That was the question Vin Santos kept asking himself. Still he wasn’t sure on how to do that. He never experienced that feeling before. Since that start of high school, he always got caught up in different criminal cases. But on the last year of high school, things would change. 

He never thought he'd be off track. He can't sing when he want to. He became deaf and is now having a hard time following the beat. The tunes and lyrics are now disconnected. He can't remember the songs he sung, and he realized “I’ve lost my music”.

Lost My Music

We've just come out of the open paintball game field, Tim and I went to his car, he popped up his car's trunk and opened a duffel bag. He pulled a shirt from it and he took off the shirt he's wearing. I saw his body, which is a slightly built one, and I can't stop admiring his physique. But I've managed to avert my gaze and Tim snickered.

"You nonchalantly changed your clothes in front of me and yet you feel uncomfortable when I took off my shirt."

"It's called respect for privacy. The thing you should've done earlier while I'm changing."

He didn't argue back, he threw the shirt he previously wore inside the trunk. He closed the trunk and got into the car. I climbed in the back seat of the car and grabbed my bag.

"I'm just going to change my shirt."

I took off my shirt and I saw Tim's eyes looking at the rearview mirror.

"I can tell you're looking at me."

Chapter 57