AXOSFK

"How can you tell a person what you feel about that person if you can't muster any strength to swallow your pride just to say what you want to say?"

That was the question Vin Santos kept asking himself. Still he wasn’t sure on how to do that. He never experienced that feeling before. Since that start of high school, he always got caught up in different criminal cases. But on the last year of high school, things would change. 

He never thought he'd be off track. He can't sing when he want to. He became deaf and is now having a hard time following the beat. The tunes and lyrics are now disconnected. He can't remember the songs he sung, and he realized “I’ve lost my music”.

Lost My Music

It's the last day of training, tomorrow we will return back home because school is starting again. I ironed my uniform in case that I don't have time to go back home and change my clothes. I will just have to go straight to school, probably jet lagged. Which is kinda true because we'll be riding a jet.

I've been well these past few days, a little sore but it's worth every pain. I'm confident to take out everyone from hand to hand combat training. But I'm not that competitive to do that. Like what I've learned, this is only used to defend yourself not start a fight.

"Vin, are you ready for the recognition ceremony?" Levee asked.

"I'm having second thoughts on attending it. I don't need to be recognized for what I've accomplished here."

"But you said that you want to let them know that-"

"Yeah, I know I've said that. But now I'm doing this not because I want to show off, but to be part of Nox."

Chapter 67