Beautiful Scarred

Life is full of challenges and some battle leaves deep scar into our heart and soul. A lot of time we keep our battles to ourselves in fear of being judge and misunderstood for there are people who are, let's say "narrow-minded" they are not open for other ideas than theirs. It's hard keeping the battle to yourself, crying your hearts out to sleep or perhaps not sleeping at all. Been there before and still am, not knowing what to do, smiling when I have people around me but crying when I'm alone and in darkness the only one who knows my pain is God. Every night I pour my heart to Him because I have no one else other than Him for there is no one who listens to me other than Him and everytime I talk to him I feel at ease and after talking to Him it feels less painful than before. The battle I am still fighting is the ghost of my past. I guess childhood scars are the scars that are really hard to remove because the people whom you thought will protect you and love you are the one who scarred you and betrayed you. Those scars are what makes beautiful ,because of those scars we learn and we are who we are now, those scars are what makes us unique, we have to love it no matter how hard it is, no matter how painful it is for it is part of us and who we are. You are beautiful no matter how deeply scarred you are and I am proud of you for being an everyday survivor, keep going and use what your scar to be happily successful.