Beginning (2)

Enter to my room I feel nostalgic the books still intact and no dust. They cleaned it properly, Even in my 8 years in the library I sleep on the floor. I'm tired and sleep on the bed immediately.

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There's a presence and no hostility and the mana is my mother. She knocked the door.

"Come in."

She opened the door gently and she smiled.

"You still same as ever. Even you not a swordsman you can sense me."

Silent and she go to the table and sat on the chair. We stared intently, Sighed.

"Hmm, what your doing in the midnight are you really."

"If you joke again, I will buried you in the garden."

Moment of silence i know my mother is special. Her mana is aesthetic the two elements is mix and harmony.

"Then, what you doing mother?"

"I just I miss my son and nothing wrong with what right?"

That's makes me confused and I still don't know what this emotion but it's good think. I don't know how to talk my mother. When I still child my parents still feared me because I know all languages and forbidden languages that's why my mother afraid and worried about me.

"Sorry."

My mother suddenly speak and starting to apologize but suddenly she starting to cry.

"Sorry, My son. I know your mother is incompetent and useless. We no, I don't have courage to stand you even in raising we just to feared and ignore you. After we know that you love books we starting to arrange to the great library of Respentia and we arrange for you servants so you can enjoy life there. But, we make another mistake. After we done your father and your mother we starting to fight after day and day. I'm sorry, we don't ask your forgiveness but please, please give us chance to correct our mistake."

My mother keep sorry. I can't say that I'm forgive them but I know that my mother forgive is genuine. I don't know what to do, my emotions starting to feel guilty in the first place this is not they fault. I know it's selfish to say but I to say.

"Hug."

My mother look suprised but I will say it because even this is selfish I want to hugged by my mother too.

"I just want to hug me"

My mother starting to cry but not a sadness it's a genuine happy.