8 September 2020

All of a sudden, today ended being quite busy. I thought Ash was working. I didn't eat for lunch. Leo nitpicking on m again. Alison and AJ came today.

First, I cannot stack the dirty dishes on top of one another on the table. Lift it up first then stack them there. By right, not even supposed to. But in the essence of time, some sacrifices are to be made.

Second, When serving cutlery, use the cutlery tray. Serving common cutlery, that is. It's like what we used to do before the Circuit Breaker.

Even if she's nitpicking, I don't feel angry or pissed. I just nod my head and follow. She did say that she wasn't against me. She just doesn't want others to judge me when I do come out to full service. It's hard to keep the secret from everyone. I can only tell Ash and Des.

When the time comes, I sincerely am afraid. But I'll remember Ash's words. I have to be strong. It's my path and no one else's. My choice. Mee has to quit next year and she's telling everyone about it. I have no words on how unprofessional was that move.

Pau is the best person to answer her. 'Why not tomorrow? Why must I wait next year?'

GG,

Mavislin