12 September 2020

Off day today. I got accepted into Collin's. It was raining, at PLQ outlet.

I ate instant noodles again. I also finished another box of custard pies. I have been watching Farket for the whole day too. I finally wrote my resignation letter and told Yon about it. Ash messaged me, saying that it was hard to make the right decisions and why was it so hard.

Things like this make me so worried about him I've spoken to my friend about the situation and my friend wants to smack the ever-loving shit out of her. Which I don't really want to see. I am unsure whether to tell him about the truth.

That what she trying to do or she's done has ruined him. And she really doesn't serve him. Like, if you knew that your parents don't like your partner, then you should have made it clear from the moment they found out.

And how long are you supposed to follow your parents? Like, you're not going to go far if you are just going to be a goody-two-shoes and listen to what mummy and daddy have to say. Growing up means that you don't allow others to control.

It's not your parents' lives! It's your own. If you truly love him, you won't let him go so easily. You won't let your parents command your own love life. Do they still choose what outfit you wear to go out? No? Then why are you allowing them to break your relationship?

Yes, some people stick with family. I get that. But have the initiative to fight for what you want. Reason out with them. If you think that it's too much for you, then you truly aren't able to have a partner at all. You don't deserve one, straight up.

Yes, what he had done was wrong. And I'm still beating the ever-loving grace out of him for that. ut he doesn't deserve someone who can't think for themselves. If it was me, I wouldn't have allowed him to feel this way. Distance or parents, I don't give a damn with what they have to say.

GG,

Mavislin