15 September 2020

Well, I got awoken up by a call for an interview from the 1855 FnB company. There are willing to accept my application, even with my high salary requirements. But they wanted more information on my experience and stuff like that.

The place for the interview, their main office is the same as PS. I now pray that I don't come across any admins that I recognize. The new job's outlets are either Jewel, which is in Changi, or Marina One, a stand-alone shop similar to PS Harding.

I used the bus to get to work. I tried my best not to look at Ash today. Tiny heart still in pain so I don't want to get upset during work. It wasn't because I got rejected, but because it sucks to see him continue loving someone that can't love him back.

If she truly was going to love him, she should have at least asked him how he felt. And not just him having to always start the conversations. She asked him to continue saying good morning and good night but she never makes the first move. So, he can't keep doing that.

If I can, I'd anything to get the Old Ash back. It angers to see him in such a state. During my break time, I broke down in silence because the pain was too much to bear. Lil praised me for my love for him.

Leo made the grand decision to ask me, in front of Gan and Mari if I had already found another job. IN which, the two women decided to yell in my face, asking why the hell was I leaving them. Thanks, so much for leaving quietly.

I received another call, this time by Educareer. They are going to offer me an earn and learn course in order to get a diploma. But the max allowance is only 1200, so I have to move back if I do take it up.

I don't know if I should fulfill my Ma's wish of me getting a diploma or getting a higher paying job. I'm just lost and tired at this point.

GG,

Mavislin