Pillow Talk

Pre warning: This story will begin to be R-18, starting with this chapter.

After a few moments, Angelo came out in just sweat pants and no shirt. It took everything for Sofia to keep her composures. If she thought he looked like a god then... She wanted to gape at his still arms and chest. She could tell her just pushed back his we hair with his fingers. His eyelashes were even prettier than usual while his face was damp. And she resisted the urge to let her eyes roll back when she could smell his divine sent from where she sat.

She realized she'd been starting too long and hadn't said anything, only to them notice he'd been staring too.

"Hi", was all she managed to get out and wanted to facepalm herself at ruining what supposed to be her sexy moment.

"Hi, doll", he said, his eyes softening. "Sorry, I mean Sofia!", he corrected himself.

In the most sugar coated voice she could manage, she tried again.

"That's okay, I think I like it now after our kiss. I can be your doll.", she said getting up and walking closer.

Angelo gulped, trying to change the subject, but be nice.

"I'll call you whatever you want, but aren't you too sleepy to be in here, doll?"

"Nope, not yet...and besides I think I wanna sleep in here like we talked about. I mean might as well get used to it now", she said looking up at him though her eyelashes.

"Um okay, well whatever you want, but I'm really tired myself and think I'm going to go straight to bed", he said rubbing the back of his neck.

"Wait, could I please show you some of the stuff we got", she said now having walked all the way up to him, going on her top toes, and walking her fingers on his chest with every syllable.

"Sure!", he said not really caring, but not being able to say no.

She grabbed his hand and walked him to the bed sitting him down on the edge and telling him to wait there while she pulled things from the closet.

She showed him some of the dresses and all the things she didn't really care about and finally got to the lingerie. She held up all sorts of things from stockings, to corsets, to sets. His mouth went dry. Couldn't his mother had told Aria that was not cool and the complete opposite direction of what they agreed upon.

"I see you got your hair done with her too", he smiled trying to get the focus on anything, but this.

"Oh, yes! Do you like? Aria kind of dragged me along everywhere, but I decided to just trust her judgement."

"I do like.", he said happy for the subject change.

"I have one more thing to show you", she said making a face he'd never seen before.

She walked closer to him until she was standing right in front of him with her chest in front of his face as he sat on the bed. She opened her robe and nothing could have prepared him for what was underneath. He'd always been good at keeping his composure, but this almost made his eyes pop out of his head. He knew he loved her figure from the moment she first stood in front of him earlier that day, but standing here now he could see every inch of her body in its purest form. He felt his blood rush all the way to one specific lower area and clenched his jaw. When he decided to take things slow he thought everything could go back to how it was this morning, but he clearly unlocked something in this girl earlier today.

"Sofia...", he said his breath catching in his throat. Normally he'd devour her on the spot and felt awful about leading her on based on his earlier words to her, but he couldn't take her innocence right here and now when he just explicitly told himself that's not what you do when it's your future wife.

"Yes, Angelo?", she said staring at him with, big doe eyes and she moved her hips.

"I.....", he tried to focus on even being able to sting together a sentence. "Sofia, I think you should sleep in your own room."

Sofia's face dropped, taken aback, but she quickly tried to readjust and go back to her previous tone.

This had to work, he's supposed to like this.

She decided to go for it and sat on his lap, placing his hand on her thigh.

"But, I thought you were going to make me feel real good", she said decoding to be full on forward since he was so forward earlier.

Panicking he quickly pushed her off before she could feel him underneath her with his thin sweat pants. She landed on the floor with a thud grimacing.

"Oh my god, baby I'm so sorry-", he said starting to lift her up.

"Don't.", she said loudly holding her hand up.

She wrapped up her robe quickly, glaring at him, "What is wrong with you?! Or is something wrong with me? There must be because Aria said all men like this kind of stuff.", she said tears starting to form, "I cant believe I wanted you to touch me. God I can't believe I was stupid enough to trust a guy I just met today."

"Sofia-", Angelo started, but was cut off.

"It's fine, just please don't lead me on again and don't worry I don't wanna sleep in your bed anytime soon", she cried, furiously wiping away the tears she was embarrassed to see escape for the second time today.

And with that, she ran out of the room slamming the door. She went to her own bedroom and collapsed on her bed sobbing. She never even usually was much of a crier, but was an emotional mess multiple times today. How foolish was she too think this would be easy. She heard a knock at the door and forced herself to stop crying, not wanting him to hear her, but she did not tell him to come. She heard him open the door and didn't bother to look at him.

"Sofia, please let me explain myself", he said sitting down on the edge of the bed, while she stayed on her stomach, face turned away.

He sighed as she didn't respond, "It's only our first day and I've already been a total failure".

She sniffled, turning towards him and he felt a pain in his chest seeing her read nose and swollen eyes and lips. "What changed since earlier? Did I make you uncomfortable? I feel like an idiot.", she said sitting up.

"You did nothing wrong, sweetness. I'm the idiot. My mother and the elders saw us earlier and told me I would push you away like I always do, if I rush things. That I always get intimate with women too soon and then it ends that. I'm sorry I hurt you through my foolish mistake. It's just when I saw you I didn't know if I would be able to control pouncing on you if you didn't leave and I can't be stupid like I have in the past."

Sofia blinked a few times trying to reflect on what he said.

"What made things end before when you were intimate? I guess that's what I don't get", she said, sitting up and brows knotting together.

He thought for a moment before answering, "I guess I just got tired of them after because I knew nothing about them."

She paused looking down before finally looking him in the eye, "I know you don't know a lot about me, but I want you to know I've already shared things with you I've never shared with anyone. I wasn't exaggerating when I said I think it's important to be transparent with you. If a good why if is what you want, then as long as you continue to assure me you're a good man, I will do my best to be that. I just thought that included being intimate and I wanted to learn. Do you really think you'll not want me as your wife anymore if you're intimate with me?"

"Of course, not. I'm just thinking... the elders and my mother know way more about marriage than me. I just want to be a good husband to you and not rush things", he said turning more towards her.

Sofia shifted, getting all the way up now and sat on her knees on the bed.

"Okay I'm going to be honest with you. Your mother seems like such a lovely woman, but why would she know what I want in a husband? What if you me a good husband is one who teaches me how to do exciting new things? And she doesn't know what amount of experience I have. I wanted to be prepared to be a wife who knows how to please her husband. Unless you think it's too late for me to learn or I won't be able to satisfy you. I just do think it makes sense to say that will make you a bad husband, but if you think you will be over me after, I understand", she finally finished her rant.

This girl certainly knew how to put Angelo in a state of shock.

"God I'm dumb", he finally said after a long moment of silence. "I never want you to think I would ever not desire you. I mean seeing you tonight when you opened your robe...", he swallowed hard and Sofia was surprised to see his face get red. Was he actually flustered? It was quite a sight to see on a man who seemed always so together and confident.

He continued, "my point is I will do whatever you want. There's not a single thing you can't ask of me. I'm sorry I listened to other people instead of listening to your wants, but I also don't want you to pressure yourself for me into rushing being intimate. I want you to be 100% clear what you want and if at any time you don't like what I'm doing or feel it's too much too soon stop me. I still don't want to rush things, but I'm realizing getting to know you more means listening what you tell me you want in a husband directly. I still do think we should first and foremost have a friendship where we can trust and respect each other", he said grabbing her hand, rubbing the it with his thumb.

"That makes sense... I agree", she said biting her lip.

"So what's with this you doubting me wanting you business, doll?", he said smirking down at her and pulling her by the ties of her robe closer to him.

"I think this shows we have to be better with our communication", she said with a nervous smile.

"Oh you want me to spell it out for you huh? Well let see underneath here and I can't give you my full commentary.", he said untying her robe and hovering over her until he had guided her down onto her back, placing his hand behind her head before it hit the pillow.

"Tell me, my future bride, am I too close?"

Too breathless to speak, Sofia just shook her head in response. Angelo leaned back taking her in, hair fanned all around her and every detail of her displayed through the shear material. There were intricate floral designs that embroidered around certain areas at the same time and he wanted to rip it the whole thing off her to get a better look. He took a mental picture and then continued to speak.

"Where can I touch you, goddess divine?" He said with a glint in his eyes as he gave her his full undivided attention, scanning her all over.

"Everywhere", she said seductively without hesitation, looking like she was in a trance.

A.N. : Hi, let me know if you want me to keep updating, because I know some people have different opinions on R-18 books. I'd appreciate any votes, comments or anything to let me know you're enjoying this book. Have a lovely day, and thank you so much for reading :)