The wish of the court violent little monster (3)

He Lianshun actually has memories, he has remembered things from a long time ago.

　　His mother is not Li Fei.

　　At the beginning, there were people around him, and that was the only person his mother left for him.

　　She told him that his mother actually loved him very much, but because she was drugged and in poor health, two months after giving birth to him she died. Because this father is afraid of his grandfather's military power, not long after her death ,his grandfather was also defeated.

　　In the middle of the night, he vaguely heard her sigh: the emperor's calculations, even black can turn white, who can avoid it, and who can say clearly...

　　At that time, he didn't understand.

　　He felt that if those people didn't come to bully him, he would be very happy.

　　But later, the mother who had been with him also died.

　　I heard that he walked to the lake to see the flowers and slipped down accidentally. He was sad, and it was ugly to die, but he was not afraid, it was his mother.

　　That year, when he was three years old, he couldn't move the mother, nor could he rob him. In the end, the mother was taken away, leaving him alone.

　　Later, the Li fei who had adopted him came and asked him to be taken out of the original house and thrown into a more dilapidated yard.

　　At that time, he still didn't understand why he was obviously the father's children, and other brothers and sisters had delicious, fun and beautiful clothes. He was so hungry that he would be beaten if he secretly ate other people's leftovers.

　　At that time he didn't know what resentment was, but he was sad.

　　Everyone looked at him in disgust, sometimes laughed at him and sometimes beat him. If he doesn't run in time, he will be crushed and beaten even harder.

　　At the beginning, he would cry, but no one would care whether he cried or not. They would only bully him, insult him, beat him even more to make themselves happy.

　　They said that he was a child without a mother, but was it wrong. He had a mother, but her mother died. His mother loved him very much.

　　Yes, she love him very much.

　　Later, he always hid in the dark, because in this way, those people would not see him, would not want to hit him, would not abuse him because of the marks on his body.

　　He also doesn't want to be ugly.

　　Don't want to be hated all the time.

　　Don't want to walk hungry every day.

　　I don't want to get sick and feel uncomfortable, but I can only hide myself, for fear that I can't open my eyes again if I close my eyes.

　　I'm afraid...

　　just so dead.

　　Perhaps, he died, everyone, including his father, wanted him to die.

　　But he didn't want to die, he didn't want to die at all, he wanted to live, live well, at that time, he hoped that someone would accompany him, guard him, and comfort him when he was hurt and sad, like, Pretend his mother is still alive.

　　He Lianshun walked to his bed, opened the quilt and lay in.

　　It has been rainy days recently. The straw underneath seems to be moldy and damp, but his body hurts and his stomach is very uncomfortable. He has no energy to get new straw secretly.

　　It would be great if he could sleep in the imperial dining room so that he could sleep next to the burning fire, where there was fire and light, and it was very warm.

　　But he knew that he was not allowed to enter. He would only be beaten after he enter. After his sleepiness came up, Helianshun's consciousness began to become a little hazy. He heard the whistling wind outside, vaguely remembering the piece of candy he had stolen when he was young. Su Tong, his second brother ,took a bite and threw it on the ground. He secretly picked it up. It was...

　　the best thing he had ever eaten.