Dramas

Blue

Sometimes we need to fuck everything up and maybe today is one of those days.

I don't have a job, they will evict me from the place where I live, what more misfortunes can happen to me?

I want to go back to mom's house and tell her I'm sorry, I can't help I feel pathetic.

I need to call her. I grab my cell phone from the nightstand and dial his number.

After the third ring he answers.

-How are you doing?

Bad bad bad bad bad bad and bad.

"Do you remember, Mom, that since I was little I had the habit of always telling you a half-truth?" I'm going to cry.

-Of course, how forgetting it aishhhh makes me want to hit you.-He laughs as he says the last.

-There are things that never change.

"Mom I really tried hard, I always wanted to do my best but I can't really have gotten tired of trying so hard. Can i give up

The tears start to come out, I don't think I'm strong

-Oh darling. -The first sob is heard. -Quiet, everything will be fine, I'm with you, it doesn't matter if we lose the house being united as a family we can get ahead. Please don't worry about it, you are young you need to make your life.

I can't help crying.

-Blue.-I sniff my nose.

-Tell me mother. -I know she's crying too.

"Do you know why I chose that name for you?" Now it is his turn to sniffle. -It was because you are like heaven: Tranquility and infinity.

"When I held you for the first time in my arms, I felt so much happiness and could understand what love is like at first sight. I was scared yes, I was too young to have a baby but every time I saw you I knew I had someone to move on for.

I love you so much my little one, even if you are 30 years old, you are still my baby".

-I love you very much mom too. -I can't stop more tears from coming out.

-I let you rest honey. Take good care of yourself and don't forget to call often.

The call ends and I can't help crying much more.

***

I'll go get some beers, I can't enjoy them last time for those damn peeled ones.

Upon entering the store I am greeted by a very handsome young man, although now that I look at him better, he is the same man who was playing video games that time, only this time I can better appreciate his little face.

Sometimes I feel like a little pervert for being "appreciative" of men much smaller than me.

I take 4 beers and go to the checkout.

"Good evening." The young man smiles sweetly this time he is in a good mood.

I smile back too.

-It's 7 dollars. -I take out my wallet and cancel.

"Now I remember her better." She speaks shyly. "I'm sorry about the incident last time I hadn't had a good day."

"Don't worry, sometimes it happens." I accept his apology, he looks so shy even though this time he didn't seem like it.

-Thanks for your purchase.

I leave the store and decide to drink here I do not want to clean at home. Luckily outside the store there are about two tables.

***

-WHY? DAMN I HATE YOU.-I scream with all my might.

I HOPE YOU FROM DIARRHEA.

Every time I drink it's like that, always the same.

I end up cursing Joss but he deserves it for being a fucking dog.

I want to continue "enjoying" but I can't, I no longer have money and no more beers so I have to go home.

With what little balance I have, I stand up. From time to time I walk to my house.

I am moving from one place to another, walking the best I can and I think that everything will be fine and that I will get home unharmed but not everything is as we think.

Out of nowhere I feel a strong impact on my face, it took a few seconds to realize what really happened, I just hit a pole.

I fall to the floor and my eyes slowly close.

Help ...

***

Daniel.

I had a very complicated day, this recruitment of new employees is very tiring more when you are the boss maybe I should just order someone to choose the new ones but we all have work so I don't want to bother someone else. I need to show that I am good at my job to stop getting criticized about my age. I just want to get home and sleep for a whole week.

Today I thought it would be better to walk back to think a little so that I could relax. Besides my car a few days ago this in the workshop broke down I have no choice but to walk.

I look like someone very serious, I have to pretend to be.

Actually I am someone very understandable and sensitive but with very little patience.

Sometimes I would like to be another person and be able to do the ones I like the most.

In the distance I can see a woman, she is swaying from side to side, she is probably drunk.

I just smile when I see her, she's very funny. When I think they can't do something funnier she slams her face against a pole.

I can't help but laugh, I know that's wrong but I can't help but think that it was something very funny.

I rush to help her, she looks very bad her nose bleeds a little apparently if it was a serious blow.

When I try to help her up she starts screaming.

-WHO ARE YOU? RELEASE ME PERVERTED.

- I'm just trying to help you. -I reply a bit indignant.

-LET ME I CAN SOLAAAAAAAAAAAA

I want to yell at him to shut up.

I just want to help, I can't leave her alone here, it's very dangerous.

You seem to notice that your nose is bleeding.

-AAAHHH-Start to cry.- I'm bleeding to death I'm going to die.

-What a woman for more dramatic. -I must admit that the situation is a bit funny.

I have the feeling that I have already seen it somewhere.

I try to remember. So I already remembered where.

A couple passes by and laughs at the scene this woman is setting up.

"How lucky her boyfriend is with her," says the woman.

"I'd take care of you too if you were like this." It's the last thing I hear.

I focus on the woman in front of me.

I never thought I'd find her in this situation again.

***