Chapter 13 - Goodbye letter

Jake finished his shooting, he want to go home early, he really missed Ellyza. But before he go home he take out a Italian Spaghetti for Ellyza. This is her favourite food.

When he reach his home he give the pasta to the butler. Prepared this for Ellyza. The butler has no chance to speak because he hurried up to ellyza's room. But Ellyza was not there, he think maybe she's inside his room. He go to his room but Ellyza was not there. Where she going?

He saw a letter to his table. he took it and read it. When you read this i have already left. I'm sorry if i did not say goodbye I know you will not release me. It's so hard for me to be with you. I don't really love you. I just used you to get us out of the hardships of life. I hope you can find a girl that you will truly be loved.

Jake was really angry he tore and tossed the letter and shouted as he punched the wall of his bedroom. Why you this to me, how can I leave without you said Jake while he is crying, the butler heard noices coming from Jake room, he hurriedly go upstairs to see what happened to Jake.

He saw blood in Jake's hand, Master please stop that! Get out Jake said. The butler had no choice, he go out of his room.

Jake got some wine and drowned himself of drinking wine. because he was so drunk he lost his consciousness.

The butler enter to his room again when he heard crash on the floor. She saw Jake unconscious and his hand was full of blood. The butler call a doctor and his manager immediately.

The doctor arrive after few minutes and his manager. The manager was shocked when he saw Jake. Oh may god Jake why you do this to your self?

the doctor treated all the wounds on his hand and he also regained consciousness, but he was repeatedly whispering ellyza why did you leave me what is my shortcoming, I can't afford to lose you i will lose my mind. Please come back...he says over and over again until he fell to asleep.

The doctor was left. Jake manager told to butler if anything happened again call me immediately. The butler just nodded.

His manager give him 1 month vacation, but the whole month his life was miserable. He always drunk until he feel numb. His heart become stone, he lost his love and respect to any women. After he using it, he will throw it away mercilessly.

After a month Jake go back to his work, but he is no longer the kind of jake who was kind sweet, considerate and thoughtful. He become dominant and snobbish.