Chapter 23 - I will explode my head.

Ellyza after eating her breakfast, she go to living room and open the TV. While she's watching news, she saw Jake and girl last time who kiss Jake. They are interview about there planning to get merried. The paparatsi ask them if it was true? But she saw Jake just smiled and didn't answer the question of the media.

Ellyza was shocked he felt his chest explode with the excessive force of beating. Its was painful, I feel I will explode my head. She go upstairs to her room she never turned off the tv. The maid just looking at her with a sad look.

Ellyza cried and cried until she could no longer cry. It's was so much painful. he took his passport and immediately put her clothes in her clothes bag. I can no longer cope with the extreme pain I have given up.

When she go down the maid stopped her but she pushed it and she quickly left. The maid immediately call Jake and inform that ellyza was leaving. Because she saw on TV new regarding at his wedding.

Jake immediately left the interview and find Ellyza.

Ellyza kept walking until she no longer knew where she was going. While Michael going home he saw familiar face, its her Ellyza she looks pale. He immediately stop the car and when he was close to ellyza she suddenly lost her consciousness.

When ellyza regained consciousness she was in a room that was not familiar to her, Michael ask her how are you feeling? She just looking at him she try to recognizes and tries to imagine where they met. At the birthday party Michael said and smiled.

Ellyza just nodded. Thank you she said, it okay no problem. What happened to you? Ellyza told him everything.

Michael look at her while telling her. He's lucky because you love him so much, because of that I feel jealous and I would envy him. He is so stupid to treats you like that. How can I help you?

I just need a job to support my kids and the farm. But I know Jake he will look for me.

Just stay here at my house, he can't even touch you. Thanks you Ellyza said.

Michael touched her hair and smiled. Take a rest tomorrow let's talk about your work.

Jake went around but he did not see ellyza, he feel nervous he's no longer wants to feel the pain, feeling that ellyza left him before. He's going crazy. Jake went home to his residencies the butler approach him. Master what happened?

Jake look at him in a sad face, she left me again. She heard the news about my marriage but that's not true. What can I do I can no longer see her.

The butler sigh, I think this the right time to tell you everything. Jake look at him what do you mean? Jake ask him.

The they Ellyza left you, your manager told her that if the media knows about your relationship to her you will lost your career and all your money because you have a 3 years contract of them. Your manager try to give her money but she did not accept, she told to your manager she left you because she love you so much not for the money. Its my fault too because I didn't tell you. I'm sorry master. The butler said.

Jake look at him and remembered everything he did to ellyza, he cried and shouted and without hesitation he would break everything he could touch and he would punch the wall repeatedly. The butler stopped him when he saw that his hands were bloody. He called a doctor to treat his wound. he drank alcohol until he was drunk. The butler take him to his room. he whispered Ellyza don't leave me pleased, you are my life you are my everything, I'm sorry I didn't know. He said that word again and again until he get tired and fell asleep.

A week later he still can't see ellyza he traces the flights but her name is not listed which means she is still here in Korea.

Jake's has neglected himself, he would not shave his mustache, he also left his career he did not renew his contract as an actor. but even if he doesn't work anymore, Jake is already rich in the volume of his project in recent years and really earns millions.

After a month jake tried to fix himself but he lost weight, while jake was driving he stopped the car immediately, he couldn't be wrong, it was Ellyza. He went down immediately and chased after her. It was really Ellyza, he hugged her tightly.

Ellyza was shocked it was Jake hugged her. She tried to push jake but he hugged her tightly. Please don't jake said, I miss you like crazy said Jake.

Ellyza push him again and leave him, ellyza's mind is closed. Jake follow her please let's talk, but ellyza continued to walk until Michael's car stopped in front of them. Michael go out and open a door for Ellyza. But Jake hold her hand tight.

Ellyza looks at his hand holding her hand. Remove your hand from my arm Ellyza said while looking at him.

Let her go Michael said, they stared until Jake released her.

Ellyza please let's talk. But ellyza just went straight to the car as if no one could hear. Ellyza closed her eyes when they left, she don't want to see the miserable looks of Jake, when she saw him her heart feel in pain, he lost weight and looked disorganized. If she hasn't left yet she might not be able to bear Jake again.

Michael was helping her to find a job, he introduced me at her friend, they hired me as Admin Assistant. He was so kind to me, I know he like me so much but I'll told him I like him as my friend and he respect my decision.