Heartbreak Hill

—Micah— 

 The teddy bear didn't warm me enough. I turned to Luke and snuggled to his chest. He willingly wrapped his arms around me and kissed my forehead. Then, I listened to his heartbeat that slowly calmed my heart. It felt like it's comforting my heart too. Luke and I were both rejected. Can we make it together? I know I feel hopeless and sound hopeless, but I want to feel the love of a special man. I wanted to feel how lovemaking would feel and how marking would feel. I might be selfish and thought about it when I just got rejected. But, would the Gods and Goddesses punish me again? 

 I sniffled my snots and then wiped it with my shirt. 

"Are you wiping your snots with my shirt?" He suddenly asked and I pinched his sides as he shrilled. 

"No, it's my shirt." I sniffled. 

"You know that we could watch telenovelas… since telenovelas are hell!" 

"Where did you learn that?" I frowned.