JEALOUSY DAMN JEALOUSY

I can't believe everything that has happened to me since I got here, there are many things that still confuse me and what happened yesterday with Noha only makes it worse, I admit I love him, all that darkness that surrounds him fascinates me makes me want to know him More especially because I know that it is not like that, it is just a shield, I loved seeing him laugh that he will speak like that so sincerely, but I am worried about what he expects from this, I am afraid to become a simple patch to cover the wound that I left Beautiful . My phone vibrates taking me out of my thoughts is a message, "I need to see you I'll wait for you outside" is from an unknown number.

My curiosity wins me over so I decide to wait for this person, I cover myself with a coat that hides my embarrassing cat pajamas and very carefully I leave the room in the hope that Brit does not wake up yet.

Once I get out, I realize that someone is waiting sitting on the stairs with their back to me but the blonde hair gives it away.

"Eric," I say, catching his attention.

"Nalla," he says confused, "I didn't expect to see you at this time."

Nalla, "You texted me that's why I'm here."

Eric frowns.

"I didn't, I just came to see if I had a chance to speak to you, but I was about to leave," says Eric.

So who sent the message?

"Nalla I'm really sorry, give me a chance to explain myself," Eric continues.

I will respond when someone intervenes.

"What the fuck are you doing with her?" Noha yells, pulling Eric away from me.

Eric doesn't respond to Noha he just ignores him.

"Nalla I'll be waiting for you in the library," with that he leaves.

Eric looks at me annoyed, his breathing is shallow he is standing next to me like a giant rock.

"Why are you seeing him at this time?" he asks clenching his jaw.

It bothers me a lot that he reacts to it.

"First of all, I got a message from someone so I got down, but it wasn't him," I show him my cell phone screen.

"Of course it's not him, it was me ... It doesn't matter anyway, you won't go to see him," his words make my anger rise and shouldn't decide for me.

"What if I want to go?" I say raising my voice a little.

I didn't think much about the answer, I just blurted it out and I don't think the way I said it is the best, but it's still far away.

We remain silent for a few seconds, I hope that the Noha that I could not bear returns with his cutting attitude, but it is the opposite, he looks nervous and there is no anger in his eyes everything turns into fear.

"Alone, I'm just afraid of losing you, he's your ex. I came into your life a few days ago and didn't start off in the best way," he says caressing my cheek.

I approach him and hug him, my heart breaks and I understand him perfectly.

"I'm afraid you'll regret it and want to go back to him," he was sincere.

"That won't happen," I say with complete sincerity, "but why would you want to see me."

He smiles shyly looking at the ground, he looks very tender.

Noha, "I needed to see you, just that."

"Couldn't you wait for classes to start?" I ask.

He smiles and shakes his head, I am happy to see his smile and be the cause of them, it is as if he was giving me the opportunity to make a small change in his life and clearly since I saw him the change mine completely.

"You didn't like me coming?" he asks as he tucks his head into my neck.

"Not at all, I love that you're here," he gives me a little kiss as he fiddles with my hand.

All this intrigues me a lot, it is confusing that right now I am like this with him.

"Noha what are we?" my question is sudden, but I must know what he expects.

He remains silent, he does not say a word, my nerves are killing me, I see that he smiles a little.

"We are an eclipse," he says stroking my hair, "you are my light, I regret my attitude earlier, it doesn't bother me that you see Eric, just come back to my side please, I didn't want you to feel bad about that.

The short I don't like him to talk about what happened yesterday.

Nalla, "okay, nothing's wrong."

He takes me by the neck and kisses me, my phone rings and he curses, his attitude makes me laugh is like a small child.

Nalla, "it's British, I'd better come back, she doesn't know I left."

"Very timely," he says rolling his eyes.

"Don't be a child, in a few hours we'll see each other again, by the way I don't want Britani to know any of this yet," I say giving her a short kiss.

Crosses arms.

"What's the use then to see you if I can't even get close," he complains.

"I'll explain it to him soon, don't be a crybaby," I say with a laugh.

I'm about to leave but it stops me.

"Just one more hug," he asks, taking my hand.

He brings me closer to him and holds me against his chest, it feels very good to be together.

"Never get away from me," he says.

He says it almost in a whisper, I don't say anything, I just nod and he lets go of me, it's a promise I want to keep and I know I will.

Noha, "Now go, you'll be late and by the way nice pajamas."

I wear all colors while he walks away laughing. I have little time left to prepare so I hurry to the room, but when I arrive I am scared to death, Britani is waiting like a mother waits for her child when she does not arrive at the agreed time.

"Where were you?" question

"I went for a walk," while

"In pijama?" Brit says as she arches an eyebrow.

"Yes, I wanted to breathe fresh air and I didn't think about changing before leaving," I say, doubting my own words.

"What do you have to do with this?" he asks showing me his phone number.

"With what?" I say without understanding yet.

"With this call from Noha at midnight," she says mortified.

"Did that?" it surprises me.

"Yes, and he sounded worried, will you tell me?" he opens his eyes wide and watches me.

Having Britani is like having a mother or worse.

"I don't know why I would do it, I really don't know," I'm not lying, I don't really know why I called her at that time.

Britani looks at me with accusing eyes and goes into the bathroom, I am free for now but I know she will ask again Once ready we went to classes, today my training with Brit will begin.