TheMetroNovelist

"I thought to myself that, should I confess to her this early? It's just five days until Valentine's day. Should I do it now? Nah, I'll do it on the fourth day before Valentine's, but my thought wasn't clear. I felt like confessing now is the right thing to do... I felt like I need to say it but I can't... I can't force myself to not say it. But it's getting to me, it's getting annoying... I keep hearing and seeing illusions... I hear and see, My own Nightingale Illusions...."


"Yesterday All my troubles seemed so far away Now it looks as though they're here to stay Oh, I believe in yesterday. Suddenly, I'm not half the man I used to be. There's a shadow hangin' over me. Oh, yesterday came suddenly" 
Yesterday by The Beatles. Written by the Great Sir Paul McCartney and by the Late Sir John Lennon
(ZaneMasterOfCream is icedpop in other reading sites)

Yesterday

Before the start of class, Zelda asked me if she wants to meet at a nearby restaurant after school. I answered her 


I went to the restaurant that Zelda suggested to me. I went down an aisle to find an empty seat. I sat down and ordered something while waiting for Zelda. But one thing I didn't know why she asked me to meet at a nearby restaurant... Is because... She's depressed. I mean, I gotta be honest. I'm also depressed, I am always feeling down. I really want to hurt myself and all but, the thing is. I don't want to die early. The thing that is keeping me alive. Is when Zelda is by my side. But after waiting for 15 minutes. She didn't show up. I have tried calling her, She wasn't answering. I texted her. No replies. Then her mother called me to go to the hospital. Her mother said she was in an accident.


It's funny how the hospital was just close to the restaurant I was in. But, I am sad that Zelda isn't by my side. And it just hurts me badly. Is this the kind of thing I deserve..? To not be with the girl I like? If she is gone... I think I will be gone as well... Why is God taking away Zelda from me? I can't handle this much stress... It hurts me... I soon realized that some things never change the way we are...


Chapter 3