Joshua

After I was done with my walk I came back into the green room to get changed before anyone could see or recognize me. I rushed back and gathered my things and got to the changing room. I got changed and came back out to remove my make up, by then other models were getting in to get changed. I came and sat on a chair in the make up room. The make up room was empty as the others were getting changed in the green room. When I started rubbing of the make up I heard someone come in. I looked towards the direction to see a guy come in. I turned around so as to avoid him from seeing me. I started to get tensed thinking what if he recognizes me? What if he expose me? While thinking all sorts of thoughts and rubbing myself of the make up the tissues patch and the cosmetics nearbly came crumbling down to the floor. I looke up to the mirror from the ground to see him coming to me. I started to get anxious as I started to pick up the things. He neared me as he sat down and started helping me pick up the things. I looked up to his face to see him smiling at me. I immediately looked away and then I realized who he was. Again I looked back up to make sure and it was him, the one and only Lee Soo ho. I couldn't believe myself as I kept looking at him.

"Are you ok?" his voice pulled me backn in to realization that I have been staring at him endlessly.

"Ya, I am ok" I said stuttering.

"Don't panick I wont tell anyone. No need to rush" he said.

"Excuse me?" I asked back.

"You are him right? Ghost supermodel?" he asked me.

"Ah…" I was in utter shock. Till date no one recognized me. How come he recognized me. I was in a state of happinesss as I got to meet him as well as terrified that he knows who I am.

"No worries. I know its you. Don't worry I won't tell anyone" saying he gave me the lotion he was holding in his hands.

"Gomawo" saying I took it from him and looked away immediately.

"so can I get an autograph?"he asked getting apaper from a mearby table.

"Now you are teasing me. I should be the one asking for autograph" I said to him smilimg.

"You know me?" he asked.

"Yes obviously. Who would not know you?" I replied in a very excited manner.

"Really?"

"Ya I have seen your every drama" I replied.

"Thanks. But I maean it. I am a big fan" he said.

I blushed at his comment. Wild thoughts running through me.

"Then why don't we do this. You give me your autograph and I'll give mine to you" I said to him.

"That's a good idea but then I'll have a upper hand" he said in a sarcastic manner.

"How?" I asked looking confused.

"I know your secret" he replied with a chuckle.

"Ah…"I was speechless.

"Just kidding" he laughed out loud.

I blushed at his laugh. I looked away from him so as to not to let me see in this embarasiing situation.

"So what should I write your name as?" he asked.

"ah…." I didn't wanted to tell my name but at the same time I wanted to.

"Lets do this I'll just sign you can write your name later by yourself" he said as he sensed my uneasiness.

"Gomawo" I replied.

"You owe me now a favor" he said.

"Ok. What can I do for you sir?" I said smiling.

"Treat me to dinner someday by chance if we meet again" he said.

"Destiny? You believe it?" I asked smiling.

"Ya. Anything can happen" he replied handing out the autographed paper and me doing the same.

We exchanged our autographs and I excused myself and got back to cleaning my make up. I was wiping my face looking into the mirror. I saw him looking around the room for something.

"Looking for something?"I asked looking towa5ds him.

"Ya" he replied.

"What?" I asked.

"I maybe left my phone here" he replied.

"Bere?" I asked confyused.

"Yes" he replied looking up to me.

"What were you dpoing here?" I asked.

"I walked for the designer before yours. I came here to get off my make up few minutes ago. I was in a hurry to see you walk. That time I must have left it here" he replied.

"Oh"I smiled back at him.

"Give me your number" I sauid.

He looked up at me confused.

"Let me call it for you"I said.

"ah" he exclaimed and told me his number.

I dialed it. I heard it vibrate nearby my table. I looked around and there it was down my table. I picked it up and gave it to him.

"Thanks. You're a life saver" he said smiling and looking into his phone.

"No worries" I said and got back to wiping myself.

"Anyway it was nice meeting you and thanks for this" he said.

"Ya it was nice meeting you too" I replied back.

"By the way it was a great show. I really enjoyed it" he said smiling at me.

"Thanks. You too even though I didn't see it but I am sure it was excellent" I said smiling bgacj at him.

"Thanks" he said as he walked out the door. I resumed cleaning off the make up. Then I heard the door fly open I looked towards the door to see mom dad Rachel coming in along with milo and jung hoon striding behind them in.

"Hey mom dad. How was I?" i greeted them.

"Same as always. Excellent" dad replied.

"Yeah yeah very good. What a waste" my mom said in a taunting manner as usual. It feels like without my mom bickering me about not joining the agency that once scouted me out to be a kpop artist.

"Ma I know you love me" I said chuckling.

Then I looked towards him to see his expression. Our eyes met sending a current through me as wewll as me blushing as to what he his thinking right now about me.

"Thanks Josh. It was a success thanks to you" Milo said to me hugging from behind. He pulled away bwhen his phone rang.

"Hey its GM" Milo said looking at his phone.

"Put it on speaker" I said.

"Hey guys" came the reply through the phone.

"Hey GM" Milo said.

"Hey imo" me and Rachel waved at the screen. It was the only and only my aunt.

"See imo Milo is taking advantage my friendship again" I said in a sarcastic manner.

"GM it is not my fault when I have a supermodel a call away why to waste money right?" Milo said.

"Its not fair I am gonna charge next time" I sai'd nudging him

"Ok ok. Both of you stop arguing. Congrats Anna I am proud of you both" she replied.

Thanks" we both said.

"Imo mom and dad are here as well" saying I gave the phone to my parents.

They talked for a while and disconnected the call. When I was done with getting off my make up I saw mom chatting with Jung Hoon.

"Whats going on?" milo asked me looking towards Jung Hoon.

"What?"

"You even told him your secret" he said.

"So what?" I asked him.

"My friend I think you are in love" he said.

"And why do you think so?" I asked him.

"Because beside family you have never told about this to anyone" he said.

"So?"

"You didn't even tell him" he said. As soon as he uttered those words I felt a attack as if my heart stopped for a second.

"Sorry. My stupid mouth" he said looking at me.

"Its ok. He is not important anymore" I said feeling tears brewing up.

I somehow controlled myself from remembering the painful past and wiped my tears away before anyone could see.

"Anyway my point is you love him Josh" Milo said.

"Don't talk bullshit. Me and love? Not gonna happen" I replied back.

"Yes you are. And I get the feeling he is also interested in you" he said.

"And what makes to think so?" I asked glaring at him

"I have seen the look on his face when he looks at you" he replied.

"And how is that?"

"Dreamy like the ones in kdramas" he replied.

"My dear Milo kdramas are too good to be realistic" I said patting on his shoulders.

"No. He likes you. I guarantee you" he said.

"Stop it. There is nothing going on between us. And he liking me is impossible" I bit back.

"Wanna find out?" he gave up.

"No thanks" I replied.

"Ok. Fine" he said.

"Dinners on me. Lets eat together somewhere nice" Milo said out loud.

After we all had dinner we headed back to our respective destinations. The car ride was awkwardly silent. Neither he nor I talked the whole way. I could see him glancing at me from the mirror but that was it and nothing else. I felt a weird tension between us not the bad type tension but one with excitement and sexiness in the surrounding. After about an hours drive we reached and the silence still prevailed. I got off the car as I started to walk towards the entrance. He came behind me still keeping his silence. I unlocked the door and walked in as I heard the door shut behind me. The awkward silence was started to feel very annoying and uneasy. I decided to break it of but before I could do that I felt his hand hands grabbing on to my hips as he pulled me into a hug from behind.

I could feel my heart pounding and my mind was racing.

"You were beautiful today" he whispered into my ears.

His breathy tone ignited a sensation inside me. I turned around to see his those beautiful blue eyes fixated on me.

"Jung Hoon.."

"Ssshhh" he said putting his fingers on my lips.

"Let me look at you" he said in very seductive tone.

"You do know right, that you were amazing today" he said pulling me into a kiss. His lips touched mine as he started deepen the kiss. His togue urging me to give in. I wanted to hold back but my body won't listen to me anymore.

Suddenly he pulled away. I looked at him confused.

"Lets go upstairs" he said lifting me up in a bridal manner.

At the mention I blushed the hell out of myself.

'Josh is this really happening?' 'Isn't this too fast?' trains of thought of running through me as well my body's eagerness to give in whereas the unsure feeling in of heart. Many things were happening inside this small body of mine. So much was going on in my head that I didn't realize that we were already in his room. He laid me down on the bed as he cupped my cheeks and placed a gentle kiss on my lips. He started kissing me down my neck. I felt a bit of uneasinesss so I pushed him upp so as that he was now looking down on me.

"Ahmmm…" I said when he looked at me with confused look on his and me looking for words to say with a war going on inside me between my heart and mind. My mind kept on telling me to stop as he was a playboy whereas my heart urging me to give in. I looked away from him as I could feel his gaze on me asking for answers.

"We don't have to do this if you don't want too," he mumbled softly holding my face by my chin so that he could see me.

"No," I shook my head. "I want too."

I couldn't believe myself. Me sprouting those words shamelessly.

He let out a sigh, and wrapped me in his arms like a blanket. "You know what lets not do this. I would never do anything that you're not comfortable in."

"No. its nothing that sort" I replied in a shy tone.

I started feeling guilt as I felt as if I ruined the moment. I dismissed my thought as I pulled away from his tight hug and placed a kiss on his lips. The kiss intensified in a moment of second and next thing I remember was him above me.

He broke off the kiss as he sat upon me with a smile on his face. His eyes gazing upon me with lust in his blue eyes. He smiled, and without another word, lifted his white cotton tee shirt over his head and tossed it away.

His body was just like how I saw him topless for the first time. Deeply tanned, and beautifull like a sculpture.

He chuckled and took me in his arms again, and started to undress me. Once I aws topless he pushed me down to the bed, our bodies pressed up against each other made my nerves tingle, but I remained calm. His skin was warm, and smoothe.

He kissed my lips and started slide down kissing my neck and going down inch by inch kissing me everywhere he could. Once he was down to my stomach he nibbled on my navel area as he kissed.

He started to get me off my jeans. While doing so he looked up to me.

"Josh you make me go crazy" he said as I was lying there naked as his gazed scanned from top to bottom. He came up to me and placed a kiss on my forehead.

"Are you ready?" he whispered in my eyes. I nodded and reverted my eyes from him.

"Never do that when I am talking to you beautiful" he said making me face him again.

And then, the room became still, and the only sounds were the ones that came from the two of us making something beautiful and erotic at the same time.

Next morning I woke up to bright sunlight shining on me. I shifted my body sideways so I faced him, and slowly I inched my way over to him. His eyes remained closed, and I watched in awe as his chest rose with each breath he took in, and collapsed at each one released. I scooted over to him as I rested my head on his shoulder and gently ran my fingertips up and down his chest, thinking about last night and what had happened. It was beautiful, and powerful at the same time. I had never really felt this strongly for anyone not even my past ones. 'what are you doing to me Jung Hoon?' I thought to myself.

I looked over to the alarm clock on the nearby stand and realized its already 7 in the morning. I got up as quite as possible in hopes of not wake him and slip away to my room but all in vain. As I was about to climb of the bed he held my hands.

"Morning beautiful" he said in a very sleepy tone.

"Morning" I replied to him looking back at him with a smile.

"where are slipping away?" he asked.

"why don't you go back to sleep and let me go ok?" I said as I kissed him on his cheeks and slipped away from his hold and ran out the room.

Once in my room I decided to get a shower. After I was done i got dressed and went downstairs to make myself and him some breakfast.

When I was almost done I heard the calling bell ring. I looked at the time.

"Who could be coming this early in the morning?" I said to myself.

I walked over to the door to get it. As I opened I heard him asking who it was from upstairs. I looked up to see him only in a pair of shorts. I reverted my eyes away as soon as our eyes met. I looked back to the entrance to see who it was.

A girl I guess in her twenties was standing there smiling up at him.

"Who.." she didn't let me complete asking as she strided inside calling him oppa.

At first I thought she was his sister bit then again. He had no family as I read about him last me.i closed the door as I looked up to see the girl pulling him into a hug. At that split second our eyes met, I immediately looked away.

Both of them came downstairs coming towards me.

"Oppa who is he?" The girl asked.

'Oppa?' I thought to myself.

"He is my doctor" he answered.

"Doctor?" She looked at him confused.

"Oppa are you sick?" She asked him cupping his cheeks.

"No" he replied.

"Anyway hi. I am Min jae, his girlfriend" she said handing out his hands for a handshake.

As soon as she said the word girlfriend the reality hit me really hard. I could feel my hearts shattered in to pieces. I could feel tears brewing in my eyes. I looked towards him trying to control my emotions from bursting out. I didn't know what to do. I reluctantly shook her hands introducing myself and excusing myself before walking towards my room.