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Chapter 64

After the last dream I had with Blue, I did my best to barricade myself from him. As soon as he entered my dreams, I'd encase myself in a glass bubble and completely ignore him. He'd eventually go away. No one likes to be ignored. But after awhile of that, he started projecting images of us together all around my barricade. It was a low blow and it was hard to ignore so I came up with my most cruel and brilliant move yet. I imagined Thor inside the glass with me.

It was cruel not only to Blue but also to myself. While I was there, I was so happy. Through these interactions with Blue, my dream-world had become almost as real as my waking one. So, when I brought Thor into it, it was as if he were truly there with me. All I had to do was think about him, picture him, and he appeared. But when I woke, I had to face the fact that I had ruined everything between us, all over again. I had to experience the aching loss of him as fresh as the first day.