Chapter 36: Trust

Her back suddenly stiffened and she looked like she was about to hyperventilate. He clutched her arms firmly then, but not painfully.

"No! I'm not HIV positive and I don't have any STDs. I get tested twice a year."

"You've shared needles?" she asked in a weak voice. What was wrong with her? Why hadn't she realized this? All she'd considered was her inability to get pregnant, but she had never even bothered to ask about his health before taking this step.

"Hayden, listen to me. I'm clean. I don't have anything. But you and I have to be careful. I want to be inside of you as often as possible; but not without protection. Not until I'm satisfied that there is not going to be anything… to worry about."

He stared at her, searching her face for her acceptance or rejection.

After a moment her racing heartbeat slowed. "Brian, I understand. You're clean. You don't have anything… but you could have."

He nodded, seeming relieved that she understood what bothered him.