"Oh. My. God. She's kissing me. Angelica Deforest is kissing me. She is actually kissing me-do something, you idiot! But what should I do? Should I hold her? But what if I accidentally hurt her? Or if I look like an idiot? Should I kiss her back? But I don't really know how to kiss. I've never kissed anyone before-oh my God my first kiss is with Angie!" Maria's mind was a scrambled mess of thoughts at the moment, each individual thought forcing their way into the centre of her attention. She was frozen in place, eyes nearly popping out of her skull and unable to move.
She was hesitant, wanting to kiss the blonde girl back but also not wanting to come off as idiot and have her laugh at her. Eventually, she reeled those worries in and she kissed her, closed her eyes, placed one hand on Angelica's cheek and rested the other on her shoulder.
She didn't know what she was doing.
How could she? Angelica was her first.