Chapter 344: It's Essential That I Don't Fall

Grace's POV:

I'm surrounded by people. Caitlyn and Ayesha are here as well as Luca. We're crowded into a booth at The Kent Mockery. They're all happily goofing around but I can't get into the mood at all.

My mind keeps returning to the last thing Cameron said to me.

I'd rather feel nothing at all, than deny loving you.

No matter how I try to work out what he meant, it doesn't make sense. Was he telling me that he loves me? Or that he feels nothing at all for me? Was he just lashing out because of what I said or was he being sincere?

I can't make any sense of any of it and its driving me up the f*cking wall.

Was he telling me he knows how I feel about him? That's impossible, right?

I consider asking my friends but I can't be bothered. I don't want to ruin their fun. It's Friday night and I shouldn't be bringing down the mood because of Cameron f*cking Barker.