Chapter 34

Then suddenly, just as she was really getting into it, Rupert pulled back.

"Oh Samantha, I'm so sorry. Sorry Sam."

She stared back at him, completely confused.

"What? What is it, Rupert? Was it horrible?"

Rupert spread his hands, his expression one of despair.

"No, no. It was wonderful, perfect. I just can't do it."

"But why? I don't understand. I thought it was wonderful too."And now he was spoiling it.

"I'm afraid I'll hurt you."

"Hurt me! Rupert, you're not making any sense. Why would you hurt me? You were gentle. I loved it. Tell me what you mean."

She was so frustrated and confused she wanted to stamp her foot and have a tantrum.

"I - I can't tell you."

Samantha glared at him. "You can't just leave it like that, Rupert. You've got to tell me. It's not bloody fair!"

And she actually stamped her foot. Like a bloody four-year-old. She felt humiliated and ashamed.