Chapter 26: Lys No Z, Part 26

NARRATIVE of WARD COURIER

May, 2008

BUFFALO and RUSKIN, NY

It was a Saturday afternoon during the weekend of a big sidewalk arts festival in Buffalo. Lys and I walked in the city, looked at art, stopped into cafes, and had a few more drinks than I would usually have at this time of day. At this time of day, I would usually have none. But I was happy to be with Lys. I didn't want to think about how much I wanted this woman, because I don't like to want things can't have. Things felt uneasy. She seemed out of my league. She seemed like one of those fast, glamorous chicks who keeps five hip or successful men on a string at the same time and only reluctantly settles with one. That's not a good match for me.