Deserve

Heart is pounding rapidly as my hand is shaking and typing on my phone. There's so many typo but what can you say when you're scared to the core nothing could go right.

*What are you trying to do? I can't come there right now.*

* Well he mistreats you poorly at school. Teachers are supposed to help students grow but he did the other way. You do have his class tomorrow right and I bet you're going to skip again because of him. Don't worry we'll settle it before sun rises tomorrow morning. I love you Vi. *

I get that Jack is trying to help me but didn't expect it would go that way. I have been suffering because of that teacher anyway. I guess it's the right thing. Perhaps he did something else that's wrong too.

*It's not just because he made you feel like worthless being but he did something much worse too. It's the best if you don't know. Plus, don't worry about what consequences could come. Reaper Society police department is going to settle it. They we'll not let you down. How so? Let's just say he did the same thing one of the police's son which has disability. *

* Right we can read each other's mind. Thanks, I appreciate that a lot honestly. I feel a little better now. *

I stare again at the picture. He's caught right after school since he's still in the same clothes this morning. His face looks so angry being kept in a cage with blood splatter across his body. It's what he deserved. I mutter it to myself. I breathe in deeply and sits back in my chair. I stare at my wall thoughtlessly as seconds turn into minutes and minutes turn into an hour. I shake the thought of it out of my head and continue my work in peaceful.

My phone buzz signaling there's a new message.

*Can you share me the answer for economy from page 51 to 52*

Tsk. It's Phil.

*No*

*Oh now you're forgetting whose your friend huh? I help you a lot you know*

*List me things that you help without sighing or feeling forced. How about a tea of realization for you today. I have asked for your help countless of time and you keep going on saying later and later. When I asked for it 'later' enough, you said the same thing. So help me so much that I forget you huh?*

I turn my phone into do not disturb mode. This man we'll not admit his fault and wastes my time by arguing. I always remind myself do not argue with a fool because you're the one who is going to look like one. I'm so sick of toxic, fake friends. They never even look in themselves and thinking maybe it's my fault. That's why I rather waste my time at something else. It's much more better staring at a wall than having to go through that.

I lay in my bed with comfy pajama watching cartoons. I finally feel so relax, although I am hungry. I got up and walk towards my school beg. Hoping there's a snack in here. I really am not in the mood to eat in the kitchen tonight after what happen this afternoon. No food. I sigh and throw myself onto my bed. My phone vibrates.

*Have you eaten? *

It's Jack. Finally, I can feel loved tonight.

*No, I don't want to go downstairs tonight*

*I understand. I'm going to video call you now*

I pick it up and set my phone nicely. A finger on on/off button so in case my mother comes in I can quickly shut it off. I stare at his face adoring his features. He softly sings to me. My eyes flutters slowly closing. My mind drifts away with his soft voice lingering in my head.

"I love you Vi," the last words I heard before my body completely shuts off.