It's always been him, She always been mine

My body slowly numbing as I lay at the red velvet sofa. I couldn't get a sleep at all. The ambience in the mansion makes me a lot more awake. Feels like I've went back in time and I want to feel every moment what it feels like at sort of Victorian era. I hear the floor woods creaking. Someone is heading here. 'Jack? '. My heart hopes it would be him. I see Marlissa's head peeking over the corner wall.

"I accidentally heard you guys had a fight. I'm guessing you're waiting for him to come to you right now" Marlissa sits down beside me.

"Yeah. I guess I don't have to explain to you what exactly happens"

"No, not really. I just heard mouth fight. Wasn't sure what was it about exactly"

"Oh. Well, Jack seems to be much closer to Lein. He seems to always care about her more than he did with me. Everytime if Lein is mad at Jack, Jack would be so scared if she hates her or don't want to be friends with her. I mean doesn't that mean he actually has feelings for her. He might not realize it but I do a lot. But whenever I'm mad at him. He just left. I'm the one who has to keep going on begging for forgiveness when it's not even my fault. Who is actually his girlfriend at this point?"

"I don't know much about your relationship and that witch. I mean by every detail. Jack does loves you a lot. I don't know why he acts that way though but what we all know he loves you too much. One way to make your heart feel better is try remember every beautiful moments you had with him. Let those memories kill that one problem."

I look at Marlissa and leans toward her.

"We're a family. Lein may have backstab you but I always have been your long bestie or should I say Reaper Sisters." I smile and softly smack her arm. I get up and walk up the majestic wooden carved handrail stairs. My bedroom door is slightly open. I hear people muffling inside. I walk closer to the door to listen better.

"I guess you don't know Vi that well yet. Vi isn't mad at you. After years of receiving or being in a toxic love, fear finally take a toll over. 17 years isn't short time man. Having to go through abusive things almost everyday. She's afraid of letting you go. I'm not saying who's wrong or right just get it done with." Adrien gets up from my bed and heads to my bedroom door. I quickly walk away. I use the guest's toilet to seem like everything was normal.

I start walking up the stairs once again and open my bedroom door. I lie on my bed facing the other way. I feel his hand pulling my body closer. Oh, how my heart slowly shatters every ego so quickly but still can feel the pain underneath. He makes my body turns facing him. A hand softly brushes my skin and pulling my hand to his lips.

"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry" he looks down. He seems to be so drained. Bottle of emotions are same as poison. It kills you in the end. A tear drops from eye unintentionally. Soon, turns into a drain. He hugs me tighter and stroke my back gently.

"I love you so much" he kisses my lips deeply while tears continuously drain from my eye.

After a long silence, I told him what happened to her.

"They put her in the dungeon"

"Do I look like I still care about her. I don't want to lose you. Not her."

"I just felt like you should know. That's all."

"I have one question for you. Have you drink your milk today?" I smile and pretending I didn't hear it. I role my side as his hands goes under my clothes ready to pinch me. I laugh out loud as the pinch turns out to be tickles.

"Are you going to drink it or not?"

"Stooopppp!!! Stop it!" I roll over and over to make him stop.