They all stare at me waiting for me to tell them what they all have been wanting to know. Years of being alive, I've learn to keep it between myself and stop telling people anything about me. People don't easily understand that most of us aren't blessed with a loving family. Regardless of what you tell, they're answer remains the same.'It's your parents, just respect them.' They don't know how badly was the effect. They don't know deep was the scars. Mental abuse may seem more acceptable but over the time, the cause is bigger than physical.
"I rather not tell the whole thing but I will give you a hint instead. When I was already suicidal, rumours starts to spread around my school. That is where I learn, sorry, where I realise that I'm just such a dramatic person. I know everyone hates me. I don't blame them either. Sorry, I'm doing it all over again. Anyway, I told few close people what I have been going through so that starts to spread around too. Yes, I'm going and have been going a very rough patch since I was young. Abusements." I give my statement and let out a pale smile.
"Well that concludes our decision. I mean hearing your side or not, our decision remains the same since we have been exposed." Marlissa speaks while the rest nods their head.
"Then, a feast tonight?" Adrien brightly asks. Few Reapers laughs lightly.For a person who seems pretty innocent, he could be that cannibal. I nod. The faster the better this settles.
"Oh, we have check their phone. There isn't anyything speaking of us." The head of Technology Department state their update.
"Is it just me wondering?" Ling asks causing curiosity across everyone's faces.
"Well, I have always wonder why Vi and Jack never join us for the feast."
"They feast in their own room man. Didn't you know?" Adrien gives a naughty smirk.
"Ohhh!" Ling responded. Everyone laughs and my cheeks heats up as I laugh covering up my embarrassing feeling. Jack hugs me tighter.
Dusk has arrive. I choose to stay in my room and let Jack handle the feast. My phone buzz. I turn off Jack's phone and grab mine.
*When are you going to come home?*
My mother has texted me. I'm dead. She's going to be pissed.
*I'm finishing my food at a restaurant. Do you want anything?*
I replied but she only left me on read. I tell myself to shrug it off, trying to not let waves of anxiety hits me. Jack opens the bedroom door causing me to startle.
"How did it go?"
"Great"
"I know something is wrong. Tell me."
"Is it true? You're a player?"
"She said that? and you believe it? Babe, we have been together for months and I didn't do a single thing that's leading to cheating. For the first few months, I may have been too socializing with every men I can get but I stopped that already for months. " I remind hi again.
"I know. I'm sorry but its just that I'm so darn afraid to lose you. You know I'm so damn in love with you."
"Then stop thinking I'm like that. I'm not mad at you for not trusting me. I just hate it when people bad mouths me of something that I never did since never. Let's go. Your future mother in law is already pissed at me." I grab my bag and our phone.
We walk downstairs and I can heard her screams from upstairs slaughter room echoing through the mansion. I pick up my pace, rush through the front door. Ain't no way I want to have nightmares people screaming.