Another one that's bites the beautiful dust.

I pull my hair hard as I scream in pain. Every memory flashes at the back of my brain. One comforting memory plays in my mind.

Hands brushed against mine with every gentle care. Lights shining through the curtains. His eyes hold hidden painful stories. The only man that makes me feel safe, happy and welcome. My tears softly drips from eye. I stare at the ceiling blankly. This is my life now and soon it will ends. I sit up and lower my head. I don't deserve to held my head high. I have failed and forever I will.

I hear a soft knock on the glass. I tilt my head a little. I'm to embarrass to face each of them. Jack's face seems about to be draining with tears. I scoot over to his side. I lean on the glass wall as if I'm actually leaning on him. Silence. My eyes are about to shut. I need more energy tomorrow. They already told me there are days, hours lined up for me. It's fine. It's just physical pain. I don't have to do Math or using most of my brain power. "Why did you do it?"

"Its the bare minimum I can do," I answer with my eyes still shut.

"Don't you dare to think of the same idea. I already made a contract with them that only me will be involve," I continue my words.

"Just sleep Vi. I know there's a lot in your mind right now. Just rest. I'll pray for you that tomorrow no one will hurt you," Jack's words breaks my heart to pieces. If only he knows. I'm sorry Jack. I have to prevent you from emotional pain too.

The sound of door opening wakes me up in fear. I look around and everyone is asleep. I take a look at Jack one last time. I keep repeating the same thing to myself over and over. 'It's just physical pain. You deserve this.'

I step into a room. My feet against a cold, wet floor. Lights flicker and bright up the room. Electrocution. There's bloods on the wall. Will I survive this?

I can feel my insides are burning. I can't control my body. My nerves are manipulated by electroshock. Its so painful. Despite tears are filling my eye, I can see around the room. I see something white standing there. It wasn't there before. It has wings? I cry even harder. Screaming on top of my lungs.

My brain, body, heart, everything is numb. They finally stopped and I didn't even realized it until I was on the floor again. In the same room. With the same walls. The sound of people banging on the walls, screaming, calling deafening. My eyes flutters. My heartbeat slows down. The man in white standing in the corner. I turn my head to right. Jack is banging on the walls, begging me to answer. My throat is too sore to speak. I mouth to him.

'I love you'

'Jack'