Antidepressant Withdrawal (12)

Aaron's hand curled around his scalp and Lucifer moved when he pulled him in, smiling when he felt Aaron's lips on his own. There were really few the times Aaron had initiated their kissing, all of them have always had a meaning behind. He felt gratitude in the gesture, but also the love behind too, a sentiment so pure and wonderful. And it was directed solely to him. Lucifer couldn't help but crave for more when Aaron's soul reached for him, to deepen their kiss and bathe himself in Aaron's soul, wrapping it within him. He reached with his grace to brush it, leaving some pieces of him there and Aaron's soul lit even brighter.

Aaron was almost sitting on his lap by then, legs spread at his sides as he kept pulling him closer.

Lucifer wanted to grab him tightly, to keep kissing him until Aaron forgot where he was. Marking him for all to see. Making him His.

However, it didn't seem fair considering what had happened a few hours ago. So he stopped, smoothing their kiss, reducing their intensity until he could retreat slightly. Leaving one more chaste kiss at the corner of his lips. Aaron was out of breath, flushed and beautiful with his lips slightly red. He cleaned the corner of his lower lip with a thumb and Lucifer huffed a breath in amusement when he noticed Aaron's soul still reaching for him slowly, not as desperately as when they kissed.

"Are you okay?"

Lucifer sighed dramatically. "Besides this pesky angel on my shoulder that I seem to have whenever I'm with you? Yes."

"An angel on top of an Angel? What, the devil is on vacation, now?" Aaron smirked at him cheekily, before frowning at him for a second before glancing away. "Eh, I don't think you'd be able to persuade me into having sex on the roof of some building."

Lucifer blinked and couldn't avoid the laugh that escaped him, so rich that he could even feel his eyes watering. The way Aaron's nervousness turned into a confused amusement made it even better.

"Oh, I love how you've said 'think', Aaron." Lucifer stroked the back of Aaron's hair, reaching for him to brush his nose against his neck. "I also love where your mind is going."

Aaron pushed his head away. "I can't have sex so stop it!"

Lucifer glanced down at Aaron's crotch and hummed. "A shame." Lucifer pushed Aaron down to the couch and lay on top of him, changing the gravity surrounding him so he wouldn't weigh anything. Aaron's confused and surprised face was worth it.

"It would have been a turn off if we kept going and we just remembered in the last moment that I, uh..."

Lucifer smirked. "That you are impotent?"

"It's only because of my pills!" he said between clenched teeth and blushed cheeks. Lucifer kissed him again because he looked adorable.

"Do you really think that I can't erase the medicament of your system with a thought?" Lucifer joked, his grace brushing Aaron's body to feel the effect of the pills he took, frowning when he noticed something weird.

"Don't do that. I'd get worse if they're simply taken from me."

He blinked at Aaron's serious tone.

"They're gone," Lucifer said. "I can barely feel them in your system."

"What?" he asked, not understanding his meaning for a second. "What do you mean with that?"

"I always could feel some trace of them." Aaron sat upright when the yells of happiness under them became louder and panicked. "That's the reason for your headaches and fever. Your dopamine was lower too, and the synapses─"

"Lucifer, what are you doing? The ground is trembling. If you're doing this then stop."

Lucifer didn't hear him. The sudden strength of the emotion blinded him. His teeth were clenched, his body felt small and too tight with his anger bubbling, turning his grace into something dangerous and terrifying. He was ready to burst and destroy. However, he stopped when he felt Aaron grabbing his arm, his soul brushing his grace. The fear he sensed startled him, but the worry in Aaron was the one that made Lucifer look down, finally noticing how the people were running as the floor trembled. Kids tumbled as they cried for their mothers. Their couch was floating so he hadn't realized that he had made the closest tectonic plates brush against each other, causing a tremor. He waved a hand and stopped it, still trying to calm the anger stirring within him.

Aaron laughed nervously. "Well, I hadn't expected that."

Lucifer didn't laugh with him. The anger was still there.

"Hey," he murmured, leaning closer, almost hugging. "Calm yourself, please."

"I'm okay."

"Lucifer," he insisted. "Please, don't lie to me."

That snapped him out of his anger for a brief moment. He returned the hug Aaron was too nervous to completely give and pressed his nose close to Aaron's neck. His wings forming a cocoon around them.

"If you're not feeling... er... 'public-friendly', then let's go to another place where there are no people, okay?"

Lucifer shook his head. "We need to go to the hospital. Immediately."